Cancer lady, firstly

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 26th, 2009, 12:14 pm

Does it define me? I believe so.
I'm truly Cancerarian, with the spirituous traits, superstitious, the retreats and shell.
I'm hard with soft insides. Full moon fully inspired, as if a werewolf instinctively drawn to it naturally, a beast. I've my phases, I'll nap and relax only to wake up with appetites, restless and exhausting to most. But, I give my apologies.

Mostly, I'm just human though. Plain and ordinary, able to have flaw without disguising it.

Post by **Doreen Peri** » September 26th, 2009, 1:16 pm

Me too. Cancer. July 21.

I loved this ...

Mostly, I'm just human though. Plain and ordinary, able to have flaw without disguising it.

Welcome to the Artlogosphere.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 26th, 2009, 1:39 pm

Thanks sweet Doreen. Cancerarians get along very well with other Cancers. I look forward to our new friendship.

I'm reading up on all of trucker's links.
He'll keep me happily busy discovering
new thoughts, and it'll help rescue my
recent restlessness.
What a great forum,
something I need, a bit of direction to settle my insanities.
Gives focus.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 26th, 2009, 1:52 pm

Now I want The Red Book, it's expensive. Has anyone read it? Of course it'd be worth it, and I'm in know rush just yet because I'm not sure how ready I am to absorb it as fully as it deserves.

Dear Santa, I'll be good, I'll be polite
I'll even pretend to be nice.

Sweetly,
me

Post by **Doreen Peri** » September 26th, 2009, 3:11 pm

What is The Red Book? I searched and found a children's book called The Red Book... but that's probably not the one you're talking about.

Yeah, stilltrucking can take you on lots of trips around the net with his links! that's for sure!

(Jack also uses several other screen names here... just ask him if you're not sure if it's him or not .... he calls them his "hand puppets." haha)

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 26th, 2009, 3:31 pm

This one Doreen. I spent this week looking a bit into Jung, wish I'd begun sooner, because he's surely caught my interest.

http://www.amazon.com/Red-Book-C-G-Jung ... 244&sr=1-1

I was searching different psychosis a while ago. I'd asked the magician if I had a psychological condition, did he think it'd be good reason why I'd search out conditions, to try to find my ownself within it. Anyway, then Jung and I'm interested.

Post by **Doreen Peri** » September 26th, 2009, 3:47 pm

OMG! It's $105!!!

It must be bound in gold! LOL

Or maybe it costs so much 'cause it's the fountain of Jung.
(haha.. sorry... bad pun)

I'll check it out.. thanks!

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 26th, 2009, 4:11 pm

I noes it, I've not bought a book that pricey yet. Though I've bought stacks of books, which together cost as much. It'll be worth it by Christmas. This Christmas there'll be none under the tree, if I don't go forward with spoiling my ownself. LOL! I'll be glad for it.

About the mental issue I have, because I may not know what it is, I'm hoping to find insight within the red book possibly.

My therapist offered me solo sessions, because the need was there, since I wasn't cooperative understanding the value of prostitution to husbands. But, I'd decided she couldn't go deep enough to please me, and I'd found her surface with natural eyes. You'll notice what she noticed, I need help. Except her help wasn't clinking with my internals.

That's why Jung stands out. He's different.

Mingo will be laughing, maybe. I spent the day purging and running around in the buff. Good thing there's confessional diaries.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 27th, 2009, 10:27 am

Dear Doreen,

For us:
http://www.astrology.com.au/12signs/cancer.asp
from my favorite quick look astrology site. I'm the 8th by the way.
I shake my head yes to all of it.
I wrote a Cancerarian poem once, something about a dream I'd had
and concluding on saying 'don't punish me, I punish myself.' which explained my whole astrological make-up, I felt.

Double whammy. I'm a dragon says the Chinese Zodiac, actually the dragon describes the dame more than I. But, today it encourages me to practice tolerance. It's not all center stage. I'm glad for dragons too
or I'd never leave the house.
It's my balance.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 27th, 2009, 10:57 am

Waking up thinking about my planets alignment, born under a star, controlled by the moon... it has me recalling childhood.

I was raised on 'Spare the rod, spoil the child.'

It didn't matter.
It doesn't matter now.
Only it has made me stronger, more able and equipped
tuning in and following instincts (I do that best).

A crab.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 27th, 2009, 1:57 pm

Three years ago I never thought about anything
except everything everyone's thinking of
then along came the spider and fiend
who dropped down beside me
and now I'm just a product
of his instruction
his directing.

I'm just a girl
playing in my world.

There are mornings I wake up just hating him
hating him for spreading this to me
like it was a disease or something ill.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 27th, 2009, 7:15 pm

He was part primitive bear and partly entertainer and partly whole hearted. There would just be moments of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. He, never a dull moment. It was a good childhood to pull from.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 27th, 2009, 7:36 pm

Mothers connect to their sons.
Fathers connect to their sons.
Daughters grow up to make connections.

Post by **Doreen Peri** » September 27th, 2009, 8:11 pm

I loved that cancer link... that sure was me!

(also diggin' yer other entries... rock on, dame!

)

Post by **SadLuckDame** » September 29th, 2009, 8:13 am

Hey Doreen,

I thought you'd find this amusing, as I have. Just a lil giggle. I love being cancer. I love other types too, but glad I'm who I am. I haven't read all of it, or anything, but something to read like the Sunday morning comics.
http://www.tarot.com/forum/topic.php?id=2355&replies=88

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