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[stilltrucking]

Tapioca is weird stuff,
I been eating a lot of tapioca lately
I add a tsp of vanilla after it is cooked.
I been thinking of Kulai
I bought two minatures last year
maybe time for some more
or maybe whiskey

typos galore above
please pardon same.

Yeah I am just an old lump of coal
but if the heat and pressure continue
I'll be a diamond someday

I always liked that song

The quote about Samaritrophia is from a novel by Vonnegut called God Bless You Mr. Rosewater. I love that book I have read it many times.

Well dame not sure how indifferent you are
You sound indifferent about politics, you just want your babies safe.
I think about those Liberian Market Women and how they had to get political to protect themselves and their children from their pecker head leader.

Hope it never comes to that here.
in the land of the scared witless

Emma she was always more my hero than Golda Meir.

[SadLuckDame]

Well done on the tapioca, I've a liking for it, though I haven't had it in too much time. I also have a liking for custard from the oven. A similar taste between the two, a comfort food.
A diamond by the end of the day. I'll be watching. Do you need squeezed? I'm not offering, just sayin or wondering.
I'm indifferent very often, but not to you, which makes you lucky or unlucky, not sure which of the two. Guess it'd be for your own interpretation. I'd not be able to decide a thing like that.
I looked up Emma quotes yesterday. Will do the same later today.
thanks Jack.

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i hit the wall the first 14 came quick now i have plateauede. usin a sugar substitue to cook with, tapioca almost free calories, thinking about custard and rice pudding too. i got to buy a baking dish.Trying to maintain good habits, measuring and weighing portions. Going to start exercising soon.

I am looking at the big 70 this year dame, time to lighten up. Have some pity on the pall bearers.

I am not going to live much longer like this. too much weight.

lucky unlucky
I always liked that rita coolidge song
whose to bless and whose to blame
lay your cards upon the table
cause its the only game in town.

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and the old keep on getting older
and the young must do the same

to the winner or the loser
who's to bless and who's to blame

Rita Coolidge version is better but this is all I can find

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I found this version sang by a teen age girl
sounds good to me
too.
by Dana Bistrow age 17
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oirTwdTfQ68

[SadLuckDame]

Trucker, I want the secrets to staying young in age. I think it's all in the head, you'll find me there, just hanging.

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"We are always the same age Inside." Gertrude Stein

In Texas they say "hang tight"
But back east we used to say "hang loose"

The big bopper said there ain't nothin in the world like a big eyed girl
make him act like a long necked goose.

Nothing much to say except my diet is hanging by a thread, stuck at 245#

So many old young men
how did Kerouac get so old at the tender age of 47?
Its da womin did it to him
he could not stand to see them yawn at him.
he was no longer the tender young man in his books
oh well
what does it matter
we have his beautiful words to live by
not his wretched forlorn rags of old age to go by

oh well
am I pontificating again
beats me
just stay forever young I guess.
easier said than done

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[SadLuckDame]

She let her dress slip on one shoulder, her hair loose, and she walked by em all with their goose-neck going bye bye to dance with you, bye bye to dance with you. $20 bill and I'll be drunk too soon. A red bird chirped. A red bird chirped. Her eyes bigger than quarters and her heart a flutter, singing bye bye baby after I dance with you, bye bye baby after I dance with you.

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She leaned across the the examining table and complained of a back ache. I just stood there like a wooden Indian and said "I'm sorry." And she said "You don't care." She had a pretty face and long beautiful brown hair. But I she was not attractive to me because of the way she was built. Shaped like a kumquat.

To make amends I promised to attend her yoga class at the synagogue on Friday night and never showed up. Hurt her I know.

God dam me. Still a superficial solipsizer of women after all these years.

[SadLuckDame]

She still sings with or without. ha ha gotta love sculptors.
I wish I grew up sculpting. What a neck of woods.

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I thought about her recently (the nurse in Virginia) thinking about the things I have done that will have me burning in hell, for, hurting her feelings that way is one for sure. A beautiful kind woman, and all I saw was her ass.

Dreamed about mnaz and firsty, and levi asher on litkicks last week, i had another dream about my mother, and another lost dream, I have not had one of those in a long time.

thanks for dropping by to visit me in the asylum, things are rough here, I am doing okay but my brother in law is hurting.

[SadLuckDame]

I just read in parenting magazine (I think the issue's this months) that Green Tea helps maintain physique and so do blueberries, strawberries and something else.
Well, I didn't know until yesterday, except about blueberries and guess it works itself out nicely that I'm partly addicted to green tea.

Anyway, I still haven't found out what's better, to not abuse the body with not too good for it foods or to abuse appetite by refusing to satisfy it's want to. Some things I miss.

I'm sorry you're sorry for being distant with her cause she wasn't looking up towards ten and slim on the powder puffing. I don't know what to say. Attraction is like eating, too. Somethings you'll miss.

P.S. What did you mean, things are not well?

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I have reconciled myself to the money

I guess he is okay. I worry about him because my sister needs him to care for. I read something you said to steve on your razzberry thread about relationships with men. I don't know why in brought to mind that old fold song by Joan Baez about the fate of all woman kind.
If anything happens to the bear she will turn all her maternal instincts on me, I don't want to deal with that.

I don't know why it brought to mind that old fold song by Joan Baez about the fate of all woman kind.

P.S. The train that just drove into the station.
It solves whatever little bit of mystery might have been as to why I'm not able to hold a relationship together.
I'm a woman with such disabilities of the mind.
I can't do as I should. I'm too much the manic.

A maddened woman with such manics can't walk out into the shops and choose an intimate other. The disability is on the head. It's teeth still sunk into my skull. It's not the attraction. But, it's o.k., cause I've made nice with mine ownself and I can do this.

I think my sister has not made nice with herself yet. I suppose that is my purpose these days. I promised her mother.

Hot dog bun my sisters a nun
happy black friday dame
I hope your doctor's prick was not too hard, I mean the TB test

[SadLuckDame]

LOL! brat. What a mutt remark...
It was funny.

What can you do to help your sister make nice with herself?
The very best advice I'd received from him being him, which was when he was just being him and we could talk normal. *smile* was he said, " Why don't you put out into the world, you'd feel better." ppp

No seriously now ya got me being the brat.
It was just the simple basics I'd forgotten of give and receive, the reward is just in giving. Dammit, he was smart that time. Yes.
And it works like a freight train. Tell her that.

I just want somebody who will drive me around in a car, if there's any place to go.

[diesel dyke]

Interesting how sometimes she is too nice to herself.

Thinking about Jesus Christ and masculinity, what I said about gender. I think from what little I have read about Jesus and heard preachers say that Jesus was the least double minded man about women who ever lived.
I would like to be more like the Christ in that regard, I am still so double minded. My own ambiguities about gender still spook me sometimes. My latent tendencies I suppose. It is only morbid curiosity that makes me a raving hetero-sexual

I see the ambiguities of my own gender more clearly when I see study on the words he said to women according to the new testament.

[SadLuckDame]

O.K. nicer than a pussycat.
I had a conversation last night about older French black and white films. The freedom the film photographers had. If they were so inclined or rather falling head over heels, they could just zoom the lens in on her and film her batting lashing and smirking for twenty-five minutes, if they so desired.

I really, really like that, their freedom to be their own artist.

Jesus liked women. Didn't he seem drawn to their quirks and looked to them to be what was heartfelt moments.

I can't think of one bad thing. Only thing coming to mind is Lot's wife turning to salt when she disobeyed and the two women, one being the mother, whom King Solomon ordered they share the baby by means of dividing him. Neither involving Jesus' words though.