MT: I couldn't help but chuckle upon reading this line! 'My natural preference' is a round about way of using the word 'choice.'
NS: Glad you’re chuckling, MT; good for the heart, and I’m glad to be of medical assistance.
I see you still got your free-will hypothesis impaled on the word and act of making ‘choices.’ No determinist since time was determined to begin has denied that all beings make choices. In fact determinists believe that we are both determined to make choices, and to make them ‘as if’ we were making them freely. Of course, whatever choice we eventually make is just as pre-determined, as was the time and act of choosing to make a choice.
MT: When we choose, i.e have a natural preference towards some thing or another, is merely our current choice of that which we prefer at the moment.
NS: Sure, and where do these “preferences” come from? Did you choose to prefer to paint, and then choose to paint? I don’t recall choosing to prefer not to prefer to paint. Did I do that? I can’t seem to remember.
MT: We have no concrete answer to such a question that will guide us but only to expect the constant of change that indeed does happen daily in our lives.
NS: Actually, for all the small changes, I find for my own life and those I know well enough, that patterns seem to hold fairly steady. Someone once said to take a walk in the snow, turn around, and you’ll see your style of walking; turn around in life, and you’ll also see your style of living. We all have our easily discernable patterns/preferences.
MT: we gravitate to that certain thing because it brings us a comfort...
NS: What brings comfort to one, could bring discomfort to another. When did each choose: ‘this will be something that will bring comfort to me,’ ‘this will be something to discomfort me’?
You make me think of those Christian homophobes who fault gays for giving in to the temptation of choosing to become gay. Like they had any actual choice. Like I had any temptation to not be a hetero.
Good quote, ST. Spinoza too was a determinist – that is, he ‘choose’ to be a determinist – first ‘choose’ to prefer determinism -- before that, ‘choose’ to establish a preference between freewill and determinism – etc, etc. (big chain of choices there)
MT: I bet Einstein wasn't thinking about any philosophical theory during his final hours. What say ye?
NS: I bet he was. He always showed a philosophical bent, rather than religious. In moments of crises, mundane matters take second place to metaphysical ones. Isn’t that why they say ‘there are no atheists in foxholes’?
There's a reason for that: I told the Corp upon entering that I would have “atheist” put on my dog tags. They said, ‘no go,’ that I had to choose a religion (lest I be excluded from gaining a fox hole, presumably)

. So, I ‘choose’ a religion of no religion, and had “Zen Buddhist” around my neck for 4 years.