The first kiss

[Lucy!]

Our swift unification worthy of a lifetime's mark on my virtue
Never will I take back those two seconds of romantic bliss
where my mind melded with my mouth
and I was beautiful
The world seemed new and I was even newer
Every kiss, especially the first one with a new person is cherished
But the sacredness of that first kiss will never be equaled

Ahh the warm contact of another human
how foreign a concept it seems to me now

[jimboloco]

Now I remember Lucy
an her lips were OH so JUICY!

I wanna scream, baby!

[stilltrucking]

With a cookie on your lips

Charm city 1952
from the top of the hill we could see for blocks
row houses with immaculate white steps
on friday night
girls sitting out waiting for the boys to cruise on by
Sammy always had the coolest ride
a 1940 ford convertible with the top down
he took me along for jail bait
I was twelve she was too
kissed her on a dare from her girl friend
tender touch of her lips
that was the night I became a pillow hugger

[jimboloco]

beginner's mind. next time i kiss me wifey.

[stilltrucking]

in the eye of a hurricane
green light calm
no idea what just happened to me
out of the blue
sorry about the deletions jimboloco
self loathing on my part
but the good thing is me and Esther are going steady now

[jimboloco]

damn a texas whirlwind.
self doubt is a good thing, loathing not so good.

let's fall in loathe!~

congrats on yer new girlfriend!

[stilltrucking]

loathsome vain posts, these spontaneous text boxes, a snare and a delusion for me. Magical thinking about words, I been reading a bit about the Limbic System and how we are wired for religion. Priests with the mumbo jumbo words and all that. They say when elephants talk it is a sound you can feel in your chest, I was so alienated from this big sad ape body back then I can't remember if I felt it or not. But like an eidetic image with touch o rama I can still feel Bombay's embrace.

I been leaning on you too hard I think sometimes

your kind kicks are keeping me awake

jack dam I just cant think of a good emoticon, illegal smile would be good.

[jimboloco]

form does not differ from emptiness
emptiness does not differ from form
that whis is form is emptiness
that which is emptiness form
the same is true of feelings, perceptions, impulses, consciousness

shariputra all dharmas are marked with empriness
they do nopt appear or dissapear
are not tainted or pure
do not increase or decrease
therefore in emptiness no form no feelings, perceptions, impulses, consciousness.

of course emotions and states of feeling can be very powerful
especially anger
also anxiety
adrenelin highs
stupors
loathing and fear

It is a contradiction

ya needs an ago to lose it

[dadio]

Good write, Can't beat the first kiss.