I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

[the mingo]

You would be sweet no matter what.

[SadLuckDame]

Today a challenge to be sweet, dear mingo.
I don't know why I can't balance out well, as often as I should.
I do generally want to be sweet, but I get thrown off by my ugly monsters, like paranoia, etc...

Trying to leash myself this a.m. by replacing the thoughts I was entertaining with something other. A friend posted a link to Ralph Waldo Emerson's essays and so I'm reading those to keep my temper, lol. You know me, I'm trying to adopt skill of control. Might happen eventually.


http://www.rwe.org/pages/Essays.htm

[the mingo]

I'm ragged out tonight, Annie B. I got wavy multi-colored lines going on around the edges of my eyes. Just got home from work and wanted to say hi. Sounds like you've been having a time with something from readin' your posts. Liked your talk about gettin' a "leash" on it and walkin' it. Made me smile. Wanted ya to know I was just doin' some thinkin' on ya.
'Nite, Annie B.

[SadLuckDame]

What curious eyes you have,
the better to see me with.

I'm much better this morning, mingo.
I spent the night rationalizing it, piecing together all the pieces.
The bad thing is I'm such a child, I have all this curiosity, but some of it is
bad stuff for me to dabble in and though I might know it, when in right mind, I won't know it when exploring. Nobody here to sit back with a newspaper and go, "You'll see monsters if you go there and I don't want to babysit you when you're a scary cat afterward."

I shouldn't go anywhere near those tests, or anything that is designed to let me fall by throwing out a lot of dumb questions. It lacks intellect and know of. Sure, it can ask me if I believe an evil spirit had possessed me before, but it doesn't ask what religion was being applied to my child mind at age four, nor does it ask if I've had a superstitious personality to guide me from a young age.

If it were to ask at any time had I believed in Santa, well I'd say yes and so would many other people, then it'd be considered a normal answer to the question. The trap in questions like those is it isn't leaving room for the individual. If a child believes in santa then a child could believe just as easily in an evil spirit climbing in their body, it's just that most children aren't introduced to that specific thought, which means the test fails for supplying towards the individual and their roots.

Sorry about my goings on. My apologies.
Wwas just relieved I found some peace of mind, Oh! Lordy, Lordy.
Don't eat in the bathroom or the demons will creep inside by way of the food you bite.

I can't believe you stay friends with me when I look so nuts.
I missed you yesterday.

[SadLuckDame]

"You're so stupid, Doll, ya know you're gonna take that quiz, get all scared and freaked out, turn into a big whiny baby and I'm busy, I don't have time to get ya out of that mess. I'm trying to read the comics and the game comes on at six."

ppp

Cracks me up today and I'm laughing. Wished I'd seen it in such clarity yesterday before being a stupid girl. Urgh, I know I am, but I win, I win. nennie nennie boo boo.

[the mingo]

" Nobody here to sit back with a newspaper and go, "You'll see monsters if you go there and I don't want to babysit you when you're a scary cat afterward. " This cracked me right the hell up and gone. Thx for bringing me up on this. I understood what you're sayin' here, believe me.
And it's not that you look so nuts because you don't, not to me, Annie B, it's that you're "tweaked" which is an affinity for me. Years ago the realization came to me that the reason I naturally liked the tweaked ones is because I myself was "tweaked". O, the chuckles are certainly abounding here now. Thx, Annie B. I needed to laugh like this and lighten the hell UP. We're kin in this, girl. related even better than DNA. Sorry to be bold 'bout this but no reason anywhere to be beatin' 'bout the bush on it. And I know you know that I'm not casting judgements or loadin' on names to ya. I'm just naturally comfortable around you. That's just the way it is and always will be. And it's always alright.

You're spot on about the test.

And I'm glad ya found some peace of mind.

And don't eat in the bathroom ! Because I don't want to babysit you when you're a scary cat afterwards !

I missed you yesterday too.
Nennie Nennir Boo Boo !

It's too much its just too much !
Catch ya later, Annie B, enjoy yourself!

[the mingo]

Oops! the "r' on the second Nennie, yeah, supposed to an "e". Good Lord I can't even keep track of things on my own keyboard. Who's the prick or maybe the artist that invented this thing anyways ?

[SadLuckDame]

After this a.m. I kept singing that tune, "Baby, it's cold outside", except I was singing, "Baby, I'm scared outside. There might be BEARS outside..." and replacing a few spots in song. I laughed all day.
Yes, I know you, mr.

I like how much you get me laughing, I never laugh at just most things, but you seem to keep me going in it.

A happy day.

[the mingo]

Just got in from work. Snowing out there. Roads are slippery... ya ever say a word you've used a zillion times in your life and all of a sudden it sounds funny to you so you say a bunch of times in a row 'til it gets really weird ?
Yeah, that. Slippery. Read your post and now I'm smiling too. Glad I could brighten ya. It's a good feelin'. Thinkin' bout you singin' the bears outside - yeah - that was a smile too.
'Nite, Annie B.

[SadLuckDame]

Dear mr. slippery sloop,
yesterday I thought of pretty pink slip me ups-not just hops a top, but slip poppy slip to west and back, slip, slip, slip. To travel with you there's so to be timing or not timing at all, cause it's hot, hot, hot.

Be careful out in the snow, wear a scarf and keep your hand in your pockets. Pockets being a great reminder, I likes them a lot.
Today can be our merry holiday.
Dress up and meet ya there.
I'll be the little knot in a pink pick me up top.
ppp

[the mingo]

Sorry, Annie B, I caught your last post this mornin' but thought I'd get a reply in before I had to go to work but that didn't happen as the day just happened out busy as yummie bees and here I am getting home again after midnight. Sure as the bears outside your place when the Reaper comes around he'll find me slackin'. First you're a hat and now you're a little knot in a pink pick-me-up top. Have some mercy girl, Lord knows I got some catchin' up to do with the hot hot hot. Yeah, that. Missed ya today.

[the mingo]

Hey Annie B I hit Jack's log on my way out the door and read a post of yours there (0f course) and lifted it - "I'd like to have a personal trainer for dream interpretation, would be nice.
Maybe an interpreter could help find you when you're lost and help me figure out why I'm always in a new house."
Hey I'd like to hear more 'bout this - sounds interesting. If ya want. Offer's open. Both ears too, and I think for sure you could learn how to do this if ya really wanted to.

[the mingo]

I made somethin' for ya jus' 'cause I can't tug your hair or hug you or anything hot hot hot...yeah, that.

[SadLuckDame]

Oh! You're spoiling me rotten, mingo
what a treat to come home to. I'm treating on m&ms and looking in the waters. Ty for treating me sweet in paintings. I feel like a woman.

And yes! any dream interpretations ya got for one of mine. I don't know which you'd choose of what I've posted, but if you want me to suggest any, let me know and any knowledge to interpret I'd be grateful on.

Very sweet, what knots? ha! I think my hair is becoming undone, in silks.
I used to be so naughty.
I didn't realize then, when I began with the thought that I'd actually become softened by someone. I mean it sincerely.

It's like I got smothered in waves...I'd went in cross,
come out all smooth.

[the mingo]

" It's like I got smothered in waves...I'd went in cross,
come out all smooth. " - you certainly got a wicked good way with words, Annie B. If we lived in the same neighborhood I'd be droppin' by for coffee but mostly jus' to listen to you talk.

For your dream yeah, suggest me one. I used to drop in on the things was goin' back to forth 'tween you & Jack but that was jus' once awhile. Just sayin' I wern't reading with a surveyor's eye. Your statement about always waking up in a new house caught my ear. I'd like one of those where that happens so I can see it in context. One of those would be a piece of good. And we'll see together what happens. Thx.

I've been tickled & you've been softened - can't top that. Sincerely me too.

Ok, I'm on outta here. Snow on everything outside.
'Nite, Annie B.