I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

[stilltrucking]

"I used to stand and wonder, now I only stand." jitterbug aka the spinoza of baltimore.

I think I remember the photo, the one about ennui. Yes, the eye of a little god.

Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful-- The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Mirror: Sylvia

in the mean time
waiting for baby sister to get off the crapper,
Crazy Mike would say "shit or get ff the pot" He had a million of them.
Took me years to mourn for him. Maybe magic is still easy and I got hard. But it is never to late to experience a father's love for his child.

in the mean time is dawn and I am sitting here on the bottom of the ocean that used to cover texas. still does but now we call it air.

[SadLuckDame]

A question was asked in what type does one write. I don't know in what type I goes about it. When I write it's prolly to do with emotion, only the more important thing to me is I'm trying to create scenes for memory sake. If I can encourage the catfish to take a walk, which is why I write, to spend my time with him.

Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful-- The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Mirror: Sylvia

Thanks for our A.M., Jack.

I guess I should name this one.

Circus Meat

"You know, Cat, I don't know what
takes me longer.
I should have known and it's that.
Why, it's taken it's toll
and toiled at my heart strings.

I dreamt of it just now,

a goldfish swimming
in the bathroom sink,
it was so small
and the water was over-flowing.

Then we plucked the fish out by her tail
and plopped the girl in a small jar,
then hung it on the bathroom door.

Well, that's cruel
and I don't knows why
I'd not noticed such suches
before."

Cat said, "Hmm, you are
crueler than I
that's for sure."

[SadLuckDame]

I knew he was you.

[the mingo]

Hey Doll, I meant to post earlier today with you & Jack but the errands I was running got complicated. I finished that painting Moonkeeper we talked about and I'n gonna post it here first since you asked about it. Tomorrow I'll post it up in paintings & such. Forgive the photograph, whenever I take a shot of my paintings I always end up with them crooked somehow - maybe because my mind is tilted.
Anyways ... 'Nite Doll.

[SadLuckDame]

What life, mingo! I love the snowy spot with trees and the ducks in the water, the dragon and the lover. It is amazing! I like the whole piece. Especially the little loving details.

[the mingo]

O it's the season of the moth and the wreck of them will soon be everywhere - but until they fall they are for us all ... Mornin' Doll, you are such a such ya know & I'm unafraid of doors this mornin' & I've wind & the threat of rain - memory cascades & the sky changing color & bending grass & you are such a such & come from what's what ! My mind this morning has become a spotted pony!

[SadLuckDame]

HaHa! I love your such and suches with me.

I hit the local Salvation Army today, bought Call of the Will .49 cents, Rifleman Dodd by Forester .59 cents, Uncle Tom's Cabin .59 cents and and on spur of the moment of intensity, I'd a moment to felt ambitious and got an edition of Reading Greek--grammar, vocabulary and exercises prolly commentary .59 cents, Rendez-vous an invitation to French .79 cents and much, much, muches about Learning Russian .89 cents.

Yes! I support the support of my supporting in order to be supported in learning.

Hi, spotted pony.

[SadLuckDame]

Making chili today.
I'd be stowed up in a pair of golden-rod blond valor chairs, soft with extra pillowy bottoms and they'd be out on the side of a wilder garden, sort of juvenile, (and I'll eat, as in avoir faime) but ...avoir de la chance tranquille. And he'd perhaps to me in a groggy voice go, "Parce que."

[the mingo]

Wow French Russian Greek! ! ! Educate - means to bring out - I know you know that and you bringing out everything in russian french greek - I should probably study the greek just because the new testament was written in it - ya know, for the nuances, could deepen insight ... I ain't hit the thrift stores in awhile. Might be time for a purpose under heaven. Wow I been all over this morning and the wind is up I mean UP I just love it when the wind is UP cleans out your nostrils on its way to your heart and everybody I met this morning Had stories and talk it didn't matter where I went on my business the stories and the talk greeted me on my arrival everywhere. And they all said Welcome! And ok ok enlighten me what the hell is "Parce que" ? Respect your elders, my sweet wild such a such! Have merci with the french or you'll find me kissin' up your arm overcome like gomez with morticia. ou la la. Well you in your extra pillowy bottomed chairs all golden rod blond on the side of a wilder garden you may be on vacation and i hope you enjoyenjoy every moment but I have a date with the salt mines here soon so I will catch you la-la-later. ...

[the mingo]

Chili ?
I loves chili.

[SadLuckDame]

Parce que means because and he would say that wouldn't he
I like to think it might mean..'cause Be.

I dabbled in French for 3 years in high school, but I've not retained much or at least I've still much to recover, ha ha yes that (you might say.)

If I were in the great belly of a whale, I s'pose it'd be a perfect timing to study a little greek, Je suis ... able, is what I need to stick. Language the most fun I've had to play with.

I'm thinking of you with a kite today, all that up and mingo with a string, the rest with the wind. Looks good by me.

[the mingo]

I felt like a string...I mean I felt like a sky...I mean maybe I was a kite...I mean whatever the hell it is I mean ... I mean holy-it's-time-to-pull-the-sheets-up-over-the-head-bed-time and 'Nite, Doll. ...

[SadLuckDame]

I likes the whole kite-bit. I did fly a lot of kites as a young girl and had it on the mind a lot this week.

On another subject of what to think about, I've been thinking about my feet.
It's a funny feeling to lay in bed and look down at my two, they seem almost as if they're in another whole exciting world separate from mine own. I am the same when thinking of hands or anything similar. That has a lot to dos with my fears of heights, because if I'm standing on an edge highly, I can't depend on my lower body, my legs and feet, because they don't seem to be in the same world as I.
What if they don't hold me back. And all the experiences of toppling, it was as if I'd toppled because I wasn't connected with those two in the time.

[the mingo]

HEY!! What the hell happened to that photo that was here ? I saw it earlier this morning but didn't have a chance to reply 'cause I was in & out. You tease!
U PUT THAT BACK U ! TOENAIL POLISH & ALL ! I didn't even know I had a foot fetish 'til I saw that pic ! NOW

[the mingo]

Thank you thank you thank you!