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[SadLuckDame]

I might always be alone,
prolly gotta start thinking that way,
but it's more fun to think about a guy with lift
lifting my boat up off the ground.
neep
He's bitching at me for picking this huge clunky boat
at that I didn't think things sensibly.
He looks at me in a scolding brow,
but I just wanna kiss him for it.

Good morning, mingo.

[SadLuckDame]

I mean about the computer tech guy,
I think he has his sights set on me.
He's a bit scrawny, kinda oldish with a head full of gray and not much for lifting boats...

Besides he might not even like the water.
I don't ask. But, was just sayin'.
ppp

you're right
I'm destined to be alone.
If catfish stays elusive, I don't likes anyone else.
Grr, he's frustrating me
and I'm so mad at him.

When I think ahead, I picture life with him.
That's why I'm mad at him right now,
in case he won't meet me there one day.
I am of temper.

If I get to the future and he's not there
I'm gonna be so pissed off. Like a big storm.
Tornado warning for 2012 or sumpin' likes that.

[SadLuckDame]

Couldn't remember last night when I woke up this A.M.
Finally know what I was doing, I'd made a couple new Looklet looks. Was thinking Halloween. Also started reading Slaughter House Five, which I've been wanting to read for over a year now.

http://looklet.com/user/576029/looks;js ... appserver4

[the mingo]

the Robin Hood outfit - Wow/Zap! It's that one piece outfit does something to my animal. Women in coveralls tear me up. Don't know why. Don't care.
Don't even need a room.

[the mingo]

Slaughterhouse 5 - it's Tom Sawyer at the UN. He's brought his raft, in case anyone wants to go for a float down the mighty missisip - good book if memory serves.

[SadLuckDame]

He has a surprising wit here and there, catches me unawares. It's his being very serious and then a flick of funnies.

[the mingo]

yeah that's him alright. Some hits, some misses. I ain't read everything he wrote.
Have to be in the mood. I forget who first introduced me, it might have been a girl or maybe another sailor, I don't remember anymore. 'Nite Doll.

[SadLuckDame]

Morning, mingo.

It's the "So it goes..."

And just this, cause I love this tune. The duut duut duut.

[the mingo]

Well that was lively and a half - went good with the coffee! I was boppin & slippin!
THX DOLL wwhhhoooeeee DUUT DUUT DUUT

[SadLuckDame]

Sweet dreams, too.

[the mingo]

cold rain here - leaves plastered to the shiny black roads ...
'Nite, Doll.

[the mingo]

Ya know, sometimes ya make something that there is no place for in the world. So then ya have to make the place for it also. It's a wonder anyone can be sane the way things are. Come to think of it I don't believe there are any sane people anywhere. Mornin' Annie B !

[SadLuckDame]

Hi, u.
Went to sleep wondering if you wanted me to read Slaughterhouse five so I could sort of study the indifference, with Billy's nature being allowing of both good or bad and accepting, not trying to interact with either. Basically not to effect the effect. Is this what is important to make note of in this book or am I missing it.
It's a good question about whether we should 'muck' with it or allow. Sometimes I do muck with it, though naturally I just allow and study it...
the making a world up, jump around on the timeline or whatever it takes to escape the moment in order to be in that moment.

and though maybes not in participation with it, still able to collect it up as memory, then visit it in a safer way. Detached from time, but not detached from actually claiming it up eventually.
What do you think.

I think you're making wonderful things and I like that you build.
I'm just not very good at expressing it.

[the mingo]

I don't know what's important to make note of in the book you're reading. I just like a good romp whatever it is. And if i remember right the book you got was a pretty good romp. That's how i look at most things - if it's a good romp or useless tumble. And sure i understan' about mucking with things - seems to be in the DNA ya know. Sometimes i do it for no reason at all or most of the time i guess because what reason would anyone have to muck about with something ? I mean ever? So it seems to me most of us is born to muck about. And we do it pretty up & walkin' good I'd say. Ain't none of us detached from time -

we are leaves
fallen on the ground
the moment we are born

yeah, that. i don't meditate, or contemplate or believe in peace or war. I don't believe in rights or politics or declarations or manifestos and those that say they do just jus' tryin' to run every scatterway because they just can't make it with truth. We GOT to be in the moment 'cause there ain't no place else to be. Shit, even the moon fucks with its own reflection in the puddles of the world. I meet a whiner best thing I can do for him is whack him upside the soft part of his head with the Book of Job and hope to find somebody to do the same with me when I go to whining. That would be love all in the same boat. The way things is is the way they have always been - at least since the feast on the apple. Psycho-pathologies entered the world with the first bite. Murder to follow. People go off tryin' to "find" themselves. They look here they look there they look inside they look outside, they look to the west east north south. They starve themselves & say it's holy or they gorge on cake & say it's holy, They's on the path and so they's holy in quest. Shit. Want to find yourself all ya got to do is right now stand in your room - put your left hand across your forehead put your right hand on your crotch - there, ya found yourself. Hard to do, no? It takes many of us years. Hell yeah, Mongolia !

Thx for liking me building - hey i can tear things up too with just as much joy :>) And any time ya feel like you're not good at expressing it don't go off scatterway - paint your toes grab your textbox and say "ya wanna party, sailor?" and i'll know ya liked it from the gut for really.

Easy, no?

So meet me on the bank of the river, bring something to eat & your toes, we'll put the boat in the current & shove off at dawn.
row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily merrily ....
...

[SadLuckDame]

I knew you didn't mind helping me with the boat.
ppp