smoke

[creativesoul]

i drove to an aa meeting at 5 in the morning
the day before the two women that love the same man came
to my house to 'set boundaries'-
that is pretty funny
i was standing there waiting for the sun to come up
and my friend who is who she is
says' you are stupid to smoke'
i had held my mouth shut for six months- listening to this girl
talk about her convict that she sleeps with
who is married
i said' you are so stupid to be be fucking a married convict' and saged the parking lot after i said it
i hate cheating bitches
i tried to be a nice accepting docile good listener
over it
go chew on someone else s fucking ear
later a beautiful young run away girl and i were swimming in the ocean
and then i drove her somewhere
then i bought myself a pack of ciagrettes
and i thought to myself
fuck you
call me stupid again and see what happens=better yet 'crazy' is a good one too
it has been 17 years since i got arrested for grabbing a woman by the neck-
i am proud of that
12 since this indian woman had a drink
if you think i deserve one- think again= just cuz ya dont drink or use does not mean you are sane
just about any aa meeting will get you laughing or crying at your plight
truth be told i been going 25 years-
im 54
what % is that of a life= about half?
i fucked up enough in the first half-

[the mingo]

now that's making a noise - and all that's missing in that creek is a kayak

[creativesoul]

tree houses and everything- little row boats- no more gas!! yeah.....

[the mingo]