I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

[SadLuckDame]

I know, I am talking MBTI and Enneagrams a lot and I still can't get you or mingo in the car with me long enough to tell me if you care about MBTI and Enneagrams, too. I get frustrated about and then I think that I might not make much of the information after you gave it to me anyways, so guess I can deal with it just fine, to be put off.

[MrGuilty]

Silly chica
baby mama drama he calls it
she a grown woman of forty too old maybe for them games, but who am I to judge we all got to start from where we are, follow our stars, and I was born to follow dame. I spend my fast days watching Isabella Rose ever chance I get.

Some day when I blow a gasket in my brain I might forget all the passwords to my different user names and just start refering to them as subject tags

such as silent woman, jack of nightmares, tinker jack.

mrguiltyandmeandyou are in the car over on mingo's lingo last I saw, we can pick it up there or go here.

I think changed the title of his Googlebots thread.

[SadLuckDame]

Do you mean that you never did leave me and we were here and there and talking and nobody was leaving. I know that I've focused too much too soon on the great achy and Oh knows! when we were just fine cruising down the road listening to the radio, I don't want to miss that.

[stilltrucking]

that should have read meyouandmingo on thread right now together over on his mingo lingo thread.

What am meaning is this

Enneagrams

i need a googlebot to find out what it is

songs on the radio
I drove a million miles to this one
slight on hyperbole

The Wheel from the sound track of Kesey's Bus Movie
My little rock and roller reminds me of Cassidy, that got of real energy, he is doing his best to stick around for Isabella Rose. I got to buy her a toy I can play with her, she is talking up a streak, I wish I had a video camera so I could catch her facial ex[ressions when she is talking, about a year and half, her mama said she is harder to potty train than her sons.

So soon as I check out Enneagrams I will get back to you and hope in the meantime to hear from Mingo too.

[SadLuckDame]

If you had a video camera you could her sensing the world around her, talking through it all and the pause. I know and I did that with mine when they were little, which they love to watch over and over at times. My daughter always wants to know if I was a loving mother to her when she was young and then I want to know what's going on in her mind, the perception.

Thinking back to horoscopes, astrology and palm reading, I found this on mine for viewing.



More to follow later.

[still.trucking]

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From the Twilight Zone Episode called The Nick of Time

I been such a spoiled brat all my life, so coddled by my mother. Crazy Mike said she would live to regret it when he looked at me as saw that I bore the mark.


Cain killed Able
Mississippi Half Step Uptown Toodeloo
love that song
I like this one a lot too.

[SadLuckDame]

Dear Jake,

It is the ribbon that runs between us and that we take for granted, because we think everyone has this many ribbons for their-selves, but I begin to think they do not, prolly they don't know how to wear them or they might mistake them for snakes. If not for looking closely, I might think of them, at first sights, as snakes, too.

On the ribbon is the cure, it is good health. I think my eyes are bluer today than yesterday and my skin is fleshier, the curve on my neck is quieter, because it has not suffered abuse by the river. One might look at me and say, "She sleeps well."
I dreamt last night of going into my friend's house and noticing that she has beautiful walls that are filled with colorful words, the walls are the artwork, they are from spontaneous lingering and not concentrated at all on being placed in the lines, they are fluent from the heart.
I thought that I want it that way on my walls, too.

What it was was the way you stayed near-by.
Maybe you're not as afraid as you think you are or perhaps you are thinking less and staying more.

I'm more easy in my body since.

[zero_hero]

That mockingbird only stays around to feed and protect his baby chicas

He has no fear, he does not know the meaning of the word fear all he knows is attack attack attack, as if that cat was Pearl Harbor. But the grass was two feet tall and the cat was stalking him in the jungle, now the cat is in plain sight as he stalks,

Yes I have heard of ribbon theory, the whole universe is made of tiny ribbons,


guilty pleasures
A Knight's Tale, I was working at the projectionist at a drive in movie one summer I saw that two times a night for a week.

The whole sceen the gig screen the little window in the projection both where women's faces would appear to smile at me.

[jackofnightmares]

being placed in the lines, they are fluent from the heart.
I thought that I want it that way on my walls, too.. . .
I'm more easy in my body since.

fluent from the heart

Walls makes me think of the walls of a poem I read a long time ago but keeps coming back to me, a poem in three woman;s voices
but not more easy in my body space yet
oh lordy I don't want to talk about that pizza last night


Last dream before waking was almost a nightmare, trucking dream, holding onto the wheel with a night mare as the truck teetering up onto its wheels on one side, leaning almost at the tipping point, somehow I hung on and it settled back down on all 18 wheels.

Snoopy hang on

I liked that vidoe about fear by the amygdaloids, Kerouac had the amygdala of a big cat. I been envious of him.

that cat gets so irritated when the bird attacks, snapping his tail and biding his time.
but in my head, and it is all in my head, I am thinking more clearly about the phenomenology of female spaciality.

I think that is the male, my baby sister is obsessed with taking pictures of it.

Her niece, our niece is coming to stay for a while, got into a spat with her dad, well with his wife, told her dad it is either me or her, I asked him if his wife was packing yet. Then this week she called and said she is coming here. That should be great, my sister could use a little sister right now.

[SadLuckDame]

Always the bride
but never taken over the threshold, not over three-fold, either.
I get taken to bed in our minds and toppled from the brinks, I still climb up out of it, only to return.

He said he wanted a mail-order bride and for some unknown to me reason I thought about it. Of course I had the mind to do it, I could marry myself to him over the mail. Postpone the invitation, postpone the honeymoon, the sheets won't be ordered and I won't get arranged, nothing is signed, but I could be o.k. in the mail. It is a comfort. Letter after letter and I am here. I consider it mine, which is all it took. For the first I felt I was in something and brought it close to my will. I wanted it, which is hilarious to me considering that I never have known what he thinks of it, prolly a laugh, and still I am settled.

But, he sent me a photo of his dog and said mail-order bride.
Sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing. I just move and he just seems to move and we naturally stay nearer this way. I don't know if I know what he looks like. The catfish and I.

[SadLuckDame]

It's the, "I'm half-way here, I'm dreaming."
And then we meet at the port. I make him bread, he pours wine and we feel expensive.

[zero_hero]

let this cup pass from my lips
if it be thy will
the will to power
power to the pupil
a man could look into forever in her eyes

[zero_hero]

the will to happiness


Martin Luther King's notes
have to click image for more legible

Increased perfection feeling of greater power

power flow back and forth betwen a woman and her fish
is very interesting
I am sending off to Sparta for a war bride

[SadLuckDame]

that I am not satisfactory
to keep his
...tempo.

Said with a mouth going O --when directing my thoughts to a strange caterpillar, much larger than life and said in case I am shrinking, shrunk and not a suitable five foot tall, with a few added inches of height. In case I'm not.

"But, what I want to know, and I don't know, who invited him. I was perfectly, and sweetly, certainly, walking in this garden. Why they wanted to bother a thing like that, just to make suggestions. I am standing on my toes, am I not."
And she huffed in the direction of the strange creature.

It is Sunday. I am simple and know what I'm about.
About to go temperature from unrest, not a gentle sleeper.

[SadLuckDame]

It is wallow in the more.
When what is understood is less than what is said.
What is said is too too much than had.
What I had is burrow, burrow in spiritual.

I'll tell a story of what had once taken place when I was in my twenties. I was at a party and in a state of mind that had transformed me for the night and who would know how to count up how much time thereafter. And a somewhat friend of mine asked me to go to the side of a wall and burn one with him. Well, so I did.

When all the area turned a war-zone for me and I was nervous about the bombs exploding overhead, I turned to him and said so, which is what happened, because of where he'd invited our walking to

and then he said to me, "I am not where you are and see none of that."

Then he left me alone on that side of the wall.
It is ridiculous to recall such a memory.