YEAH UH HUH

[creativesoul]

snow wrapped its memorable arms around me

the heat is on me like a screaming cat

swept the dust out of my soul

filled the crack and a smaller hole

fires burning cannot cool down

the quiet is deafening
NO SOUND

angel wings with cool skin rewriting the poem
kissing my soul
feel so whole
feel so good
this is news




putting it there- i will have $ i will have love
the strands of electricity recharging

pulling and tearing at what static

can be undone



there were days and nights of frozen heart

[silent woman]

[dadio]

Amen to all that.

[saw]

sounds like a thrilling metamorphosis.....

[sonofthesun]

Make the most of all breathes
you are a goddess throughout time and space
your poetry makes us lonely men whole
may we satisfy the woman we wish were with us
thoughts entwine to make us whole
the beauty is in the thoughts we hold
may they be half as magnificent as my our mind thinks it

[creativesoul]

danger danger-
i laugh at that-
but it is not that funny really

why isnt it funny-? come on now- ----
if i send you golden orbs of light
will it keep you all right?
why arent people loving the people they want to-? maybe because we have failed to love ourselves- oui- the disney girl in the living room- ugh- please-talking cats and dogs and how cute and what this one did and what that one did- i am pulling my hair out= she cannot stand alone without - a crutch-a cat- a dog- a mule- and me- for a friend- really- bill withers singing 'lean on me ' and a bunch of hair brained wired for sound teenagers playing the piano- lots of beer and pills and weed- lots of sex- that is what i remember about being 16 in santa monica california-then the supremes sing 'hey hey your boyfriend is back' oops and then 'stop in the name of love' 'half breed' by cher yep-
ah yes- 'under the bridge' by the chilli peppers- i thought he was so hot- and then i met him- staring at me in the sea- he is another short guy- a friend and i- we are quite prejudice about short guys- we find them irritating and annoying with the cracks about 'bring the ladder'-
but recently i met some interesting shorter than myself people- i feel sorry for them- bcause they try so hard- same with the stocky dudes with no football game anywhere in sight-sterotypical =object---fuckN-a-tion= dial up- society = porn- cigarettes - addiction- alcohol- really fucked up behvior- designer drugs- impulse control- CABLE- yeah- that is what really jolted me out of bed- no- it was that i knew- that this would all be over soon- that the work had been done- although- i still think that yo are a slacker- lol-THIS NATION spends a whole bunch of time thinking dreaming about what they are going to do- why not REALLY DO IT?
when is dinner?

[creativesoul]

=MEANWHILE- BACK AT THE FARM----she is waving a syringe in the air trying to catch a wild cat- i told her to give the cat two doggie pills in meat-








- she went to the doctor and he said only half- guess she has not been scratched by an insane -cat- she likes-------to play doctor-





her doctor father is a healer- he has died
- it is funny- really- in my old life-
i would have thought that i had died and gone to heaven-
now i want to go tot he gym and paint and surf=a and hold you dear-
to my chest in the night- snoring and farting like a good wife- blimping up- because by now i
am a chair a shoe a coffee table- nothing you havent had before- ugh-
and the rommance and the sweetness of the playful the excited has turned to guilt and obligation-
but ask me if i love you- and i would say- i cannot imagine my life without you in it=like i said- i dare you to love me- like me- taste me- UH HUH yep

[creativesoul]

[quote="sonofthesun"]Make the most of all breathes
you are a goddess throughout time and space
your poetry makes us lonely men whole
may we satisfy the woman we wish were with us
thoughts entwine to make us whole
the beauty is in the thoughts we hold
may they be half as magnificent as my our mind thinks it[/quote]


====you know--- that these are beautiful words- ===========
they mean something very deep to me
as you know===
shouldnt fool around
unless YOU KNOW WITHOUT A SHADOW OF A DOUBT- WHAT YOU FEEL-
lol
anyways love you magic man



she got the cat

[sonofthesun]

our geography is so far apart...i know i would love to see you...would it be as we have envisioned it...hard to say.

[creativesoul]

So romantic- swoon

[sonofthesun]

my want of you
is true
but the truth is not so simple
i know you as a bee to a flower
if only i could fulfill my duty
if only i could be there with you
if only i could be your lover
if only i could fulfill my part
and do as should be

[creativesoul]

bellissimo- vero-
although there is much more to write-
listening to a woman-= and the dogs are wigging for frisbee- so it is a cig under ths stars- she has a lil dog- looks kind of like- well- i had better not say -really- anyway- between the dog taking off- and my dogs obsession with throwing anything= and he will catch it mid air-

i have no idea what to
'expect' about the way people look- but- i will know- if we are to be- at first sight-
it is in the eyes-
what is duty? that sounds like something my granny would say-
i tell you- that my heart have never been more open then it is RIGHT NOW- and i know that this artwork gig is like a zone- it took me a while to get it back-but now i want to paint- like most people go to work- the ticket for me- iss to keep on pushing outwards PAST my limited knowledge-
do i want to touch you- see you- laugh with you- make fun of myself with you- yeah i do-
do i want to pretend that i am the hottest tamle this side of portland? yeah i do-
and could you?
what of boney asses and wrinkled skin? what about old people freckles on your legs?
i know the tale of kissing a frog and he turns into a prince= really i want that prince to kiss me hard and long-
the art of kissing is a lost art- since 1950=67

the first sex i ever had i was on acid and i had my braces taken off that day too-


kind of
wonder why sometimes my finger is inthe light socket- feeling that current-
i would be lying if i told you that i did not have body parts throbbing a the thought of REAL love-
was it all a dream- how can i make what i dream real-?what can i say?
am i supposed to say 'bring it on'
i dunno- i am so --- flattered- yet- there is a warning label- even hazzmatt
inside here-
no fracking
if you are not serious- you should not toy with a woman like me
because we dont like it
and it makes us angry
pele the godess wasa younger version of passion and love- jealousy
yet the grandma love is what i seek now- i like a roll inthe hay- costumes and pretend- sure- but i miss the snuggle- the curious way we could find each other-
are you someone ?
are you no one/
are you a heart breaking sonof a bitch
are you a cowboy/
a balerina?
a fireman
/ a barfly
at any rate-

i would be delighted-