cl jon

[creativesoul]

he doesnt go out much
he is a botanist, and a felon
pot grower
he gets ripped off
and comes after me like a bat outta hell-
he is lonely-
he says horrible things and wants to get a reaction out of me
if this is how men show love
i cannot do this
i owe him 250 dollars
for 7 weeks and he is homo cidal
i have girlfriends that are going to pay him back
just so he leaves me alone
i am afraid of men my age
they act like they had too much acid
or shell shocked by society
fubar[fucked up beyond recognition]
never again
the first and last date in 4 years
forget it
the strange approach he has towards women is odd-
he doesnt like us
he needs us
but he doesnt like us
oh well-
he isnt my choice

[saw]

sounds more like he didn't do enough acid to me...in any case the baggage we tote on to the platform is often substantial as we age, and sometimes that old train don't even stop at our station...he sounds like a menacing control freak....best stay away ...thanx for the peek

[creativesoul]

for real- i really need to sell a painting- i feel such a tension when there is a crazy person in the midst= really- i bought him a chair and instructed him to 'go outside in the yard and sit in it' because he is so gray and pasty looking- you would think that growing weed was a difficult job the way he describes it-
if this is what the example of pot growers depression then really- there must be something he can do to improve the way his synspses are firing- my experience with several people that have had terrible accidents, metal in thier neck- broken backs and necks- and i tell all of them the same thing- ya have to walk and swim, you have to get off opiates and smoke a bunch of weed- it works- this guy clearly missed the whole thing on healing and seeing that happen for people- he is the guy that grows weed and it tastes like a bunch of shit-because he is 'dirty' spiritually and is only in it for the $- the one i grew here a few feet from a sweat lodge last year on the natch- was an amazing medicinal plant- so the ENERGY that you OMIT is a component of the whole equation- and his is just not funtioning properly- i know a whole bunch of people over time that have smoked so much weed that you cannot see the difference between the pupil and the iris-it is black- and i have seen third generation pot smokers that SHOULD NEVER STOP SMOKING IT--- relational harm- and all that- and i am pro- marijuana- but i have seen the side effects in families where the BONG is part of the thanksgiving table-- i dunno- i see it as being less of a focus in the future- i like the cig thing leaving- it is such a peat- like this guy- a pest- a DNA remnant- a throwback from when women were unsure exactly what he is for-his cock is not really too thrilling- then he makes goo goo at my girlfriend- assuming- that we are just available like a candy store- a new yorker that moved his 'boy' in the house because he owes him money from a deal gone bad in vegas-sick- i mean i didnt fall off a turnip truck- this guy is bad news-there are kids selling better weed in parking lots a few blocks away-yet- he sits all alone in his delusion- haunting the hallways off craigs list trying to get a friend-he says ' he is a hippie- but i think he is a capitlist and he isnt really very good at that- not to mention he does not disclose his hep c until after you have sex with him- and he has a bedtime- that is funny- so he can watch thrones- and he wonders why i fell asleep?