scratch upon the surface

[justwalt]

now, coming back around to this... fundamental-existence seeking...
or the stalking of that elusive concept... in which I potentially dwell,
encased in this space, with my ration of time... relatively speaking...
I must... occupy this place, betwixt someone else's heaven and hell

sometimes this reality still raises a brow, as it begs for recognition...
this tiny ripple... a day in the life, upon the path of least resistance,
the wondering, anytime, anywhere... professes an infinite condition...
but a mind doesn't seem to care, about the finer details of existence

and what is a mind, an elemental recipe... a mathematical expression...
or just a biological interface, between various realms of... being-ness,
if function followed form, this life could only be recorded impression...
but is anything freely born, or is it always... all about the awareness

was my consciousness obliged to come into being, or is it a volunteer...
am I not an incarnation, and have I not come from... whence I came,
now, in the passing through... of this reflection, but I shall persevere...
and to what end do I pursue, everything is here, it is one in the same

if it's a dream come true, a party in paradox... I'll pass on the purpose...
surly, something wonderful happens here... the odyssey isn't slowing,
I'll take the mission, or a hearse, to place my scratch upon the surface...
I'm only saying it's a hungry universe, but they say... it's still growing

if my presence here concerns you... there's no need to worry, I am you...
as the past holds the future in the present... as any stone is still a stone,
perfect strangers aren't we, as if we didn't know who we've bumped into...
when you is who you see, you see the only truth... that truth has known

it's a vicious circle, I know, but it's all that anyone's void can hope to be...
I'm going with the flow, but even so, there's no other choice on the table,
we have only one freedom... a freedom of will, any other is our fantasy...
perhaps this can be overcome, I am ready and willing... but still not able

wgs/5/16

[saw]

I often wonder about the concept of free will, vis a vis a cosmic script....and wonder how much impact we can really have on any outcomes....I do believe that perception is the same as reality
we see, we interpret through our totally unique filters, then try to create a picture...

each stanza stands on its own in my mind....strong cerebral structures worthy of contemplation

enjoyed the ride walt......the milky weigh

[leafsailors ghost]

Complicated by reasoning of subjective analysis the energy of the creations own exploration of all possibilities .Interesting considerations here

[justwalt]

thankx ya'll

I'm thinking it is... all about "the awareness", that this human body...
(although it's a masterpiece of construction), it is just the vehicle...
vessel-like, (as shared to me by one certain S8 member, thankx), and
also machine-like... certainly he body has a useful lifespan, it can be
patched up to quite some extent and continue to carryout gathering
information through plain experience...

my body is not the being... my brain is only a processor, and somewhere
outside of the self, is "the awareness"... I am not an ego, ego is a mask,
(to those who need one), and consciousness... actually falls through the
cracks, it really doesn't fit well between the vehicle, the driver, or the
destination...

free will let's you steer the vehicle, and is necessary to create new or
unique variations of experience... but action, is not experience... it's
the perception of an action that is the experience... and one action can
produce a thousand different experiences, if a thousand beings see it.

in the end, I am again, only a gatherer of information, manna for heaven,
food for thought, dinner for a hungry universe, however you put it, the
only thing of any value throughout such a cosmos... is information.

who am I, who are you, would there be a need for seven billion different
bits of awareness to run around this rock... or could one big blob of
awareness that is able to interface with all the biological machines at
the same time be more... conceivable???

there's magic in it for sure, but seeking that is redundant, the awareness
already knows everything about itself... experience is what it wants.....

but why?................................. I don't know........................... why not?

impact on outcome, I don't see how it matters... they are both actions

as I suppose it, the perception of action, (even non-action), is experience...
and perhaps experience is reality