I live in a Neighborhood of pervs, apparently:

[hester_prynne]

I love your story Jimbo, I mean it's very compelling, the irony on irony on irony until all a sane person can do is get drunk, take clothes off, and stand in the doorway. I totally understand it.
Howlin at the moon.....

And Glam, let me know when you are the queen. I hope it's soon! I want to send you a resume for a jester position!

H

[jimboloco]

are you taking in
any missionaries
from the church of nowhere

[stilltrucking]

The church of
It Beats Me.

This guy in Idaho who kidnapped the girl and murdered her family served fourteen years for raping a six-year-old boy.

There is another story about a pervert who served fifteen years for raping and murdering a child. I think it was the same guy. Anyway he was released after serving his time, and murdered again.
Obviously prison is not always the answer. There is a guy in Texas about to be paroled for murder and sexual abuse. He has said that he intends to take up his hobby again when he is released. They are scrambling around trying to figure out what to do about him. By law they have to release him. I was thinking about the interview Billelectric did with Debbie Kirk.

DEBBIE: I live in Texas.

BILL: The Lone Star State

DEBBIE: Yes indeed, we have tons of serial killers and love the death penalty here.

Thank god for the eyewitness news. What would I do without all this information? I think we should spend more money on colonizing the moon. It would be a good place to send the criminally insane. No I don't know. Know I don't no. I think there were forty some people in France just convicted for running a child molestation ring, uncles and aunts and parents. Not all the sicko's are here in the USA

I think Cecil makes a good point about releasing all the non-violent drug offenders. More room for the nut cases. There was a revolution in mental health care about thirty years ago. So many hospitals closed because of all the miracle pills to treat those people. Now the prisons are the mental asylums. How many people who are in prison that are insane? A lot I bet.

Back in college park Maryland back in the seventies. A woman’s group said that one out of ten men, or maybe it was 3 out of ten, or nine out of ten men were potential rapists. So they photo copied a random list of male students and posted flyers saying that such and such number of these men were rapists.

Clay I don't think your sixty-year-old prisoner deserves much sympathy from me. A drug whore? So he gave her drugs for sex?
So he drugged her and had sex with her and took a picture?
Sounds like a creep to me. If she was a seventeen year old drug whore? What was he, a nice guy?Bismarck was touring a prison. He asked some prisoners what their crime was. They all said they were innocent, except for one who said he was guilty as hell. Bismarck released that prisoner. Later someone asked him why. He said he did not want the guilty man to corrupt the innocent.



A disease called man. What is the cure?

I look into my own heart and see a dark sea.

Let us pass more laws?
Tacitus or Pliny The Younger
"the more decadent a society the more laws it has" paraphrase from memory.

[stilltrucking]

I do feel sorry for him clay, just something I could never do. It says something about attitudes towards women. seventeen year old drug whore I just couldn't go there. I suppose I must be under sexed. The guy sounds like a low life to me, but he probably didn't deserve that much time. Hell he probably didn't deserve anytime. The only whore I was ever with was in 1954 when I was about 13 or 14. I used to hang with an older crowd, they I all went to a whore house. I tagged along, I used to walk around with tented pants back then, all I had to do was see Linda Dembo in my home room class and I was homo erectus. But I couldn't get it up that night, she was so repulsive to me, no tenderness For years I thought there was something wrong with me. It was about eight years later that I lost my virginity. It was a beautiful experience that I still treasure and I don't need no pictures of it. I can remember it pretty good. But anyway I used to watch the coin opererated beavers make the rounds of the truck stop parking lots. One woman was the sickest looking person I ever saw. She went from truck to truck. She would get in and the truck started rocking then she got out and went to the next truck. I wonder how many of those drivers had wives and girlfiriends back home. Bring something back to their sweet hearts. I never wanted any truck with it.

"Melisa's life is moving never knowing where she is bound
Searching in the hearts of others for a love she's never found
And she said, don't look down upon my life
don't judge my words a lie
you can't be any better than the worse you recognize"



"Melisa rode with any man who offered her a ride
they never stopped to wonder at the heart ache in her eyes
They say she drank to much, she shot needles in her thighs
but when I saw Melisa I saw Jesus in disguise" Jitterbug

My brother wrote that song when he was Living in nashville. Some producer told him he should change it to
When I saw Melisa I saw Hank Williams in disguise.

[jimboloco]

I am reading Kerouac's Tristessa.
He has the same kind of mixed feelings you espouse, ST Gypsy toker,

he loves her, she is a junky, yet he sees beauty in there, he could have her, yet he is celibate with her, because he knows her vulnerability, and wants to sort of experience the tension between wanting her and not having her as well, but not really masochistic, he can't bring himself to take her, she is beautiful and sad.

[stilltrucking]

I can't remember all the lyrics but I forgot this line.
"If you could love Melisa you'd be Jesus in disguise."
That is what that Nashivlle cat said to my brother.
He said, "change that line to , If you could love Melisa you would be Hank Williams in disguise."
It has been a long strange trip with drugs. I don't know where I would be without them. Maybe better, maybe worse. Booze has never been a problem for me. I can take it or leave it. But weed is something else. No doubt I am maryoholic. I just don't keep it around anymore.
I got a decent paycheck coming. I plan on blowing it on books.

Going to add Tristessa to the list.

[jimboloco]

Tristessa is a good investmrnt, by the way, I stopped smoking pot complelety again, my lungs feel better, my energy is up.

I was really attached to it.

I do better not smoking.

Whatever works for you is ok, just be aware of your states.
Went to Zen meditation again this morning, want to have a stronger practice in that.

Love you ST ain't nothing preverted about it.
Love baseball too.