Oh Jesus I hardly recognize you anymore
What happened to the Beatnik I loved
Ever since you started hanging out with the suits, you don't sound like the man that saved my ass.
How did you get so rich
How did I get you so wrong all these years
By the way, nice suit and I love your new Rolex
Mary had a little lamb
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irritatble brain syndrome,
sorry
I don't know him anymore
I suppose I never did
I only remember that cabal of Jews in the DOD who were feeding that shit to the goy in the white house. I get so tired of preachers going on about the holy land, the wacko preachers who feed off The holy land theme parks, I would get so pissed, fucking holy land, LBJ and the USS Liberty so worried about embarrasing our dear friend Israel, all these white boys want that mighty smighty God of The Raiders Of The Lost Arc. Situation in Israel so desperate, and all is fair in love and war, and Nationalism sucks, but Zionism is special right? And the enemy of our enemy is our friend, fuck that shit, that link you just put up about the zen clown family there was a quote on their by Ike, I remember the war in 1956 when britian france and Israel invaded Egypt after Nasser nationalized the Suez cannal. Ike told them to fucking back off. He kept us out of that one and the British and French pulled out, but now who has the balls to say that. Those bombs in Israel, stolen Uranium for Pennsylvania, a guy just got out of prision after 18 years for talking about the Israeli nuclear program, but now he is back in jail again, he was not selling any secretes, he was just being critical, listening to a preacher talking about Israil as the birth place of Democracy, now that is a dam good joke.do i sound like a self hating jew?.. So many good things going on in Israel, but they got crazies over there that make ours look sane. gives me heebie jeebies to hear some one talk about "biblical land" promised to us by god.
Maybe it just because I am a sick old man but I wish the fuck the whole got dam capitalist system would just collapse, sick of it, but those buddies of yours that fought and died in that insane war in viet nam, I think I owe them a little love for this land. I don't know nothing everything will be fine, just a little hic cup in the cosmic scheme of things, so how is my Masada complex doing jimbo?
thinking about a song and a woman who I had harmed, a beautiful woman a mother of two who did not want that abortion, but it was like a Sophie's choice for her, but there was a song that eased her mind "Good Night Good night, you know I love you but Jesus loves you best." And all I was thinking was that the romance was over and now I wont be getting pussy every night, so I went and got a vasectomy because I thought that would help change her mind. I was my thoughts back then, I was working in very dim light, but that night I got down on my knees and prayed for sleep, that was the begining of the begining of a new life for me, call it Buddha call it Jesus, call it Porky Pig, it changed me, a wake up call. But I heard a still small voice that said, get up and walk like a man. More thoughts just more thoughts, they will never stop, all I can do is climb then like Jacob's later, but this believing is just a hard way to go, I wish I had a time machine so I could intercept Paul on that road to Tarsus, and tell him to leave the goyem alone. tear down the fucking churches or at least take away the tax exempt status. Am I making too much sense? I don't blame jesus. But I wish there were not so many marketing genuises around him.
their is more to it then just what the suits are saying on sunday. fucking jesus been a friend to me, metaphoricaly speaking,
Israel is there and it has got every right to be there, but so do the palestinians, but I wish they would deny visa's to visting preachers, they come home with glorious tales of the holy land, we are so fucking dumb americans. we let everyone drag us around by the ying yang. Iran worked that hostage deal just right back in 1980, swung that election to reagon. Bin laden times his message just right to swing the election to bush in 2004.
got to go
peace
doreen I wish you could lock me out. dam me
sorry
I don't know him anymore
I suppose I never did
I only remember that cabal of Jews in the DOD who were feeding that shit to the goy in the white house. I get so tired of preachers going on about the holy land, the wacko preachers who feed off The holy land theme parks, I would get so pissed, fucking holy land, LBJ and the USS Liberty so worried about embarrasing our dear friend Israel, all these white boys want that mighty smighty God of The Raiders Of The Lost Arc. Situation in Israel so desperate, and all is fair in love and war, and Nationalism sucks, but Zionism is special right? And the enemy of our enemy is our friend, fuck that shit, that link you just put up about the zen clown family there was a quote on their by Ike, I remember the war in 1956 when britian france and Israel invaded Egypt after Nasser nationalized the Suez cannal. Ike told them to fucking back off. He kept us out of that one and the British and French pulled out, but now who has the balls to say that. Those bombs in Israel, stolen Uranium for Pennsylvania, a guy just got out of prision after 18 years for talking about the Israeli nuclear program, but now he is back in jail again, he was not selling any secretes, he was just being critical, listening to a preacher talking about Israil as the birth place of Democracy, now that is a dam good joke.do i sound like a self hating jew?.. So many good things going on in Israel, but they got crazies over there that make ours look sane. gives me heebie jeebies to hear some one talk about "biblical land" promised to us by god.
Maybe it just because I am a sick old man but I wish the fuck the whole got dam capitalist system would just collapse, sick of it, but those buddies of yours that fought and died in that insane war in viet nam, I think I owe them a little love for this land. I don't know nothing everything will be fine, just a little hic cup in the cosmic scheme of things, so how is my Masada complex doing jimbo?
thinking about a song and a woman who I had harmed, a beautiful woman a mother of two who did not want that abortion, but it was like a Sophie's choice for her, but there was a song that eased her mind "Good Night Good night, you know I love you but Jesus loves you best." And all I was thinking was that the romance was over and now I wont be getting pussy every night, so I went and got a vasectomy because I thought that would help change her mind. I was my thoughts back then, I was working in very dim light, but that night I got down on my knees and prayed for sleep, that was the begining of the begining of a new life for me, call it Buddha call it Jesus, call it Porky Pig, it changed me, a wake up call. But I heard a still small voice that said, get up and walk like a man. More thoughts just more thoughts, they will never stop, all I can do is climb then like Jacob's later, but this believing is just a hard way to go, I wish I had a time machine so I could intercept Paul on that road to Tarsus, and tell him to leave the goyem alone. tear down the fucking churches or at least take away the tax exempt status. Am I making too much sense? I don't blame jesus. But I wish there were not so many marketing genuises around him.
their is more to it then just what the suits are saying on sunday. fucking jesus been a friend to me, metaphoricaly speaking,
Israel is there and it has got every right to be there, but so do the palestinians, but I wish they would deny visa's to visting preachers, they come home with glorious tales of the holy land, we are so fucking dumb americans. we let everyone drag us around by the ying yang. Iran worked that hostage deal just right back in 1980, swung that election to reagon. Bin laden times his message just right to swing the election to bush in 2004.
got to go
peace
doreen I wish you could lock me out. dam me
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well, yes i remember the fellow who had just got out of prison, after almost 20 yearn in Israel for telling about their secret nukes, thay got about 400, and he was with amy goodwoman, yes, i heard it, then went to australia but they dragged his ass back to the zion klink, yes,
in college the jewish frat was zeta beta tau, they was known as zion bank and trust,
at leats thay knew better that to let themselves get drafted,
still, i had 2 near religious experiences in vietnam, one with a buddhist monk at a school, and the other, well,
we had flowninto firebase snuffy, we was there waiting while the cargo of artillery giant bullets was being offloaded. i saw this cat sitting on a pile of red dirt. he looked at me and motioned for me to come over. he was a wirey little dude, with a red beard, i got over there and saw these black insignias on his lapels of his fatigues, stars of david, and i knowed he was a jewish chaplain.
he asked me, "what's your name?" and i went cosmic, when i simply replied my name, "jim."
it sounded so strange right then and there, no rank, no war, no training, no stud pilot, nothing, just the sudden realiosation that i, el jimbo, wasalienated from all of that, the scene there, the shooting booming cannons, the hovering choppers, the sweaty dust, the fucking sand bagged bunkers with their underground hellholes, the surrounding jungle, from the mission that we were on, it was an epiphany, i realised the absurdness of it all.
my fantasy is that he was jesus, incarnated that afternoon, sitting on that pile of dirt, surely something ok about his persona, will never forget.
well, there's the pullback from gaza.
one hopes for some sanity.
http://dev.lib.utexas.edu/maps/middle_e ... trip91.jpg
in college the jewish frat was zeta beta tau, they was known as zion bank and trust,
at leats thay knew better that to let themselves get drafted,
still, i had 2 near religious experiences in vietnam, one with a buddhist monk at a school, and the other, well,
we had flowninto firebase snuffy, we was there waiting while the cargo of artillery giant bullets was being offloaded. i saw this cat sitting on a pile of red dirt. he looked at me and motioned for me to come over. he was a wirey little dude, with a red beard, i got over there and saw these black insignias on his lapels of his fatigues, stars of david, and i knowed he was a jewish chaplain.
he asked me, "what's your name?" and i went cosmic, when i simply replied my name, "jim."
it sounded so strange right then and there, no rank, no war, no training, no stud pilot, nothing, just the sudden realiosation that i, el jimbo, wasalienated from all of that, the scene there, the shooting booming cannons, the hovering choppers, the sweaty dust, the fucking sand bagged bunkers with their underground hellholes, the surrounding jungle, from the mission that we were on, it was an epiphany, i realised the absurdness of it all.
my fantasy is that he was jesus, incarnated that afternoon, sitting on that pile of dirt, surely something ok about his persona, will never forget.
well, there's the pullback from gaza.
one hopes for some sanity.
http://dev.lib.utexas.edu/maps/middle_e ... trip91.jpg
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Jimbo I can't believe you read my ranting gibberish. I do love you brother. I got to get to work or I will never get to full fill my motor cylce dreams. Next spring going into the rising sun. One way or another. Would love to meet you and Clay and Doreen. And see o jitterbug. When we were kids we used to play a game with mirrors. We would hold them in front of us and walk as if we were walking into the looking glass. Usualy we walked into a wall or something and fell on our arse. Nothing to do with anything, but with a dad like crazy mike we clung to each other.
When I was turned down by selective service after the bay of tonkin I wish I had tried again. I think I could have been a chaplin, but maybe not jewish. I still wish I could have been a catholic. Although these days I am leaning more towards Hindu. That picture that looks like an A bomb blast in the hindu holy book, is that real or was it inserted in modern times? I wonder. Those stories about the Jews picking up peices of meat after another suicide attack, trying to find every bit for proper burial. I stay on the verge of tears these days. Benny once did a cut and paste from the manchester guardian, I always wanted to do one too. There is a story about the US Liberty in the guardian. SOmething about the ship picking up info on the slaugher of Egyptian POW's. So conflicted about Israel. I wish her well. But those wack preachers keep going on about Arms-a-get-down. But now Egypt and Israel have made peace. I wish I could get the image of those American sailors laying on the deck of that ship with their guts spilling out. I wish I could forgive and forget. But dam she appologized with on face, and gave the pilots commendations with the other.
Homeboy and I hardly speak anymore. Tried to tell my sister you are only his sister not his daughter. My baby sister got a very shitty end of the stick with crazy mike, much much much worse than he ever did his sons. But I stepped into shit between my sister and his daughter. Only a foolish man would step into be a peace maker between two women with grudges against men that stretch back for forty years. My niece who knows only one good man and that of course is Jesus W Bush. God all mighty such hatred covered with christian piety. I think about him and the pow's from the hanoi hilton that home boy treated when he was a flight surgeon some of them came through randolp. the way those guys kept it together. He was impressed by the mental tricks they used. I can't understand McCain. He would sit there looking so pained with the attacks on Kerry, but he went along with it like a good republican. Now I guess he will be running again. I think I could be a good clown. Going to check it out again. Got to try and do something in 2006 to help. My patriotic duty.
Jim I know you have been there and done that. But my little boy child mind warped by early 1940's memories. Just a patina of paranoia. I remember some NPR reporter was interviewing some little old ladies in a nursing home in florida, they had been there and done that too. Had the tattoo's to prove it. One said "this is worse now, much worse." As far as the not thinking goes, I would bet or I have probably read that if you strap some electrodes on the skull of a buddhist while he is meditating you would see some brain changes going on. Must of what is going on with me is just sexaul frustration.
ten four on the pull back on gaza and sanity,
I hope so,
may the force be with you, porky pig and elmer fudd too.
When I was turned down by selective service after the bay of tonkin I wish I had tried again. I think I could have been a chaplin, but maybe not jewish. I still wish I could have been a catholic. Although these days I am leaning more towards Hindu. That picture that looks like an A bomb blast in the hindu holy book, is that real or was it inserted in modern times? I wonder. Those stories about the Jews picking up peices of meat after another suicide attack, trying to find every bit for proper burial. I stay on the verge of tears these days. Benny once did a cut and paste from the manchester guardian, I always wanted to do one too. There is a story about the US Liberty in the guardian. SOmething about the ship picking up info on the slaugher of Egyptian POW's. So conflicted about Israel. I wish her well. But those wack preachers keep going on about Arms-a-get-down. But now Egypt and Israel have made peace. I wish I could get the image of those American sailors laying on the deck of that ship with their guts spilling out. I wish I could forgive and forget. But dam she appologized with on face, and gave the pilots commendations with the other.
Homeboy and I hardly speak anymore. Tried to tell my sister you are only his sister not his daughter. My baby sister got a very shitty end of the stick with crazy mike, much much much worse than he ever did his sons. But I stepped into shit between my sister and his daughter. Only a foolish man would step into be a peace maker between two women with grudges against men that stretch back for forty years. My niece who knows only one good man and that of course is Jesus W Bush. God all mighty such hatred covered with christian piety. I think about him and the pow's from the hanoi hilton that home boy treated when he was a flight surgeon some of them came through randolp. the way those guys kept it together. He was impressed by the mental tricks they used. I can't understand McCain. He would sit there looking so pained with the attacks on Kerry, but he went along with it like a good republican. Now I guess he will be running again. I think I could be a good clown. Going to check it out again. Got to try and do something in 2006 to help. My patriotic duty.
Jim I know you have been there and done that. But my little boy child mind warped by early 1940's memories. Just a patina of paranoia. I remember some NPR reporter was interviewing some little old ladies in a nursing home in florida, they had been there and done that too. Had the tattoo's to prove it. One said "this is worse now, much worse." As far as the not thinking goes, I would bet or I have probably read that if you strap some electrodes on the skull of a buddhist while he is meditating you would see some brain changes going on. Must of what is going on with me is just sexaul frustration.
ten four on the pull back on gaza and sanity,
I hope so,
may the force be with you, porky pig and elmer fudd too.
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Cain and Abel
I just finished listening to Tom Robbins novel about CIA agent. He knew seventy two words for vagina. Pussy about my least favorite. But I had a dirty mind back then and I wanted to sound lewd and crude to describe my mind set. Where a man is embracing a woman and she is just something on the end of his dork, the naked fuck. Not sure about that post, a line from Doreen's song about boys comes to mind. Some are "discrete" It is a small world.
I wrote a poem (well it was probably not a poem) It was about a freezing cold bedroom in virginia one february day in 1980. I called it my Last Vagina. I was trying to base it on the feel of His Last Duchess. But I got three computers going with about six hard drives and I don't know where it is. My crib is eerily similar to the guy’s in Pi. I am trying it watch it again. Weird how I blotted that movie from my memory. I have watched the first twenty minutes over and over, that scene in the diner where the guy blowing cigarette smoke on him says “It is ok I am a Jew.” Then he does something weird with his eyes. The guy was really creepy, Jew or not. Numbers all about numbers. And Wittgenstein said Two plus two equals five. Don’t you miss the lazy bear? He could deconstruct that for us.
I just finished listening to Tom Robbins novel about CIA agent. He knew seventy two words for vagina. Pussy about my least favorite. But I had a dirty mind back then and I wanted to sound lewd and crude to describe my mind set. Where a man is embracing a woman and she is just something on the end of his dork, the naked fuck. Not sure about that post, a line from Doreen's song about boys comes to mind. Some are "discrete" It is a small world.
I wrote a poem (well it was probably not a poem) It was about a freezing cold bedroom in virginia one february day in 1980. I called it my Last Vagina. I was trying to base it on the feel of His Last Duchess. But I got three computers going with about six hard drives and I don't know where it is. My crib is eerily similar to the guy’s in Pi. I am trying it watch it again. Weird how I blotted that movie from my memory. I have watched the first twenty minutes over and over, that scene in the diner where the guy blowing cigarette smoke on him says “It is ok I am a Jew.” Then he does something weird with his eyes. The guy was really creepy, Jew or not. Numbers all about numbers. And Wittgenstein said Two plus two equals five. Don’t you miss the lazy bear? He could deconstruct that for us.
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mousey
NEOLOGISM
don't it roll off the tongue
abomination
don't it make you want to dance
I was merely asking jimbo a question
we are friends
not in some pissing contest
Jimbo is a poet
when he comes up whith words like that
i want to hear more
jimbo i liked the sound of it
death instinct if god, doreen thing about holism
all the beautiful brothers here
like answer to job
life against
death
where einstein shoots craps
with freud
and Dr swift shits and laughs
insubtantial instinks
intrigueing words
these ok's of mind keeping it real
flaorida a long side trip going up to virginia
we never may meet in this best of all universes
but that don' matter
rock on
Mousey I did not say that right, it had nothing to do with whether jimboloco is a poet. I was just askingt him kind of philosophical question, the fact that it had a beautiful sound is all very well and nice, but I just wondered what philospher he was thinking of. But the heck with philosopht I would rather dance.
You have beautiful verb forms. I jump for joy when I see a mouse
NEOLOGISM
don't it roll off the tongue
abomination
don't it make you want to dance
I was merely asking jimbo a question
we are friends
not in some pissing contest
Jimbo is a poet
when he comes up whith words like that
i want to hear more
jimbo i liked the sound of it
death instinct if god, doreen thing about holism
all the beautiful brothers here
like answer to job
life against
death
where einstein shoots craps
with freud
and Dr swift shits and laughs
insubtantial instinks
intrigueing words
these ok's of mind keeping it real
flaorida a long side trip going up to virginia
we never may meet in this best of all universes
but that don' matter
rock on
Mousey I did not say that right, it had nothing to do with whether jimboloco is a poet. I was just askingt him kind of philosophical question, the fact that it had a beautiful sound is all very well and nice, but I just wondered what philospher he was thinking of. But the heck with philosopht I would rather dance.
You have beautiful verb forms. I jump for joy when I see a mouse
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ok
okay
numero uno
yeah but you know it is a life giving myth.
but a dangerous religion
me in the bear having a pretty calm discussion about Iraq, he says "we got to do something about the religion." I am in total agreement. I say, "Yeah we got to at least take away their tax exempt status." He looks at me in puzzlement. He is talking about Islam and me chrstinaese.
and yes the Jews were chosen
and a Quaker told me that yes that is true
choosen to suffer
Billy Joe Shaver
the cowboy Hemingway wtih the fingers missing from the saw mill in the small town in Texas looked down on me from the stage in Nashville and said "I am working for the lord, who are you working for." I was working for Terminal Transport and living at the Union Gospel Mission, because I had just got hired at Double TT as a casual I was working at Man Power. You know I think I just smiled at him and he went on to sing
"my dearst friends are total strangers
they wish me freedom and selfdestruction
I spend my time with joy and sorrow
fine and free days have turned to stormy"
okay
numero uno
yeah but you know it is a life giving myth.
but a dangerous religion
me in the bear having a pretty calm discussion about Iraq, he says "we got to do something about the religion." I am in total agreement. I say, "Yeah we got to at least take away their tax exempt status." He looks at me in puzzlement. He is talking about Islam and me chrstinaese.
and yes the Jews were chosen
and a Quaker told me that yes that is true
choosen to suffer
Billy Joe Shaver
the cowboy Hemingway wtih the fingers missing from the saw mill in the small town in Texas looked down on me from the stage in Nashville and said "I am working for the lord, who are you working for." I was working for Terminal Transport and living at the Union Gospel Mission, because I had just got hired at Double TT as a casual I was working at Man Power. You know I think I just smiled at him and he went on to sing
"my dearst friends are total strangers
they wish me freedom and selfdestruction
I spend my time with joy and sorrow
fine and free days have turned to stormy"
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