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[stilltrucking]

I was trying to figure out where old Geoff is going with this. Girls are such whores. I don't think he really means a word of it. He is an interesting writer. Notice the spelling? "Gilrs." I just noticed that for the first time. Just a typo i suppose, but I wonder how i missed that. My eyes read "girls".

Is it a typo? Or is it deliberate. There was a guy on litkicks, who spoke about getting drunk, then he would slur his words, I mean he would type them so it sounded like slurred speech. I don't think you could do that if you were drunk. I think it would take a sober mind to figure out how to type the sound of slurred words. Maybe not. Lots of great writers were drunks. Just wondering. I am such a child here among sophisticated people.

Sorry Geoff not trying to dissect you, just trying to learn how to read.

[Rat Bag]

hey still,

haevn't oyu haerd the ting abot speeling?

[stilltrucking]

I just don't know rat, I just don't know. I know he is dead set on being a writer. I might read too much into his stuff. Sometimes I think the universve is laughing at me too.

On an unrelated note I just got done signing adoption papers for a friend. She tells him she got a problem no way she can get pregnant. Jumps his bones. It was some kind of immaculate miraculous conception. I would not call her a whore. She just wants to be a polyester bride. He knows his limitations. He just kicked a bad meth habit. No way he can deal with a baby. I am old, if it was me I would have asked to see her xrays. But you know how it is to be young and walk around with "tented pants" Should they get married, should he do the right thing by her? Should they make each other's life miserable or should they just move on, hopefuly wiser...His mother wants to adopt the baby. Maybe it will work out.

gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrls, what would we do with out them, they grow up to be women. ain't it great. Fuking men, who needs them? Me I am going to California, there gilrs for every guy. Now if I could just remember what I am supposed to do with them.



I thought "gilrs" might be some strange Canadian spelling. I make spelling errors all the time, but usualy not in the subject line. When I do I usualy fix them. But I try not to under estimate that dude. I think it was deliberate.

[Axanderdeath]

I hate that I said that. If you all know i HATE women and girls fine. I do not want to, I may--I feel sick about it--they make me horny--I just can't stand the thought of the women I have been with being with other men, even I I have been with other men--really when I ask them if they felt any jesalousy when I told them about it--I hate it when the say, when I ask if they have been with other men:
"yess, geoff, when we were gouing out it started, a black guy with a big dick, Jon, no h" like me spelling my name geoff was not as big as leaving out the h in his... I fucked up that sentance. I don't want to be a women hater, I am afraid I may a bit, but I really don't want to--I just have problems--mental.

[Rat Bag]

yeh, it's a trip eh Geoff
It's all stupid shit though
you realise eventually --
was his dick bigger than mine?
did he play better guitar than me?
did you cum?
did you suck him?
did you swallow?

that's all the fucked up shit
young guys think, while the girl is thinking --

did you hold her hand?
did you tell her you love her?
do you have feelings for her?

much more noble shit when you think about it

anyway dude, just keep working on yourself
you'll get there eventually, I'd put money on it
those with the longest journey travel the furthest
I just made that up, quite wise, no?

[Axanderdeath]

yeh, it's a trip eh Geoff
It's all stupid shit though
you realise eventually --
was his dick bigger than mine?
did he play better guitar than me?
did you cum?
did you suck him?
did you swallow?

that's all the fucked up shit
young guys think, while the girl is thinking --

did you hold her hand?
did you tell her you love her?
do you have feelings for her?

much more noble shit when you think about it

anyway dude, just keep working on yourself
you'll get there eventually, I'd put money on it
those with the longest journey travel the furthest
I just made that up, quite wise, no?

I understand al;ll that you say. fine.

[Axanderdeath]

yeh, it's a trip eh Geoff
It's all stupid shit though
you realise eventually --
was his dick bigger than mine?
did he play better guitar than me?
did you cum?
did you suck him?
did you swallow?

that's all the fucked up shit
young guys think, while the girl is thinking --

did you hold her hand?
did you tell her you love her?
do you have feelings for her?

much more noble shit when you think about it

anyway dude, just keep working on yourself
you'll get there eventually, I'd put money on it
those with the longest journey travel the furthest
I just made that up, quite wise, no?

I understand al;ll that you say. fine.

and to rat bag and the rest, you don't know who this girl was. I told her that I loved her and her I and we held hands, when we wanted to. I don't care if she is with another guy, but that is because I don't think she really cares about the guy if she is, and plus I can get with other girls and have./ the thing is I DID love her and I DON"T really have friends or anyone to talk to. It was like loseing the only person on earth... \i'm getting over it.

[stilltrucking]

you don't know who this girl was

yeah right geoff, like you knew who she was.
I don't think you have any idea who she was?
you can't shit the shitter dude
you just another solipsizer of women like me
just looking for some warm meat to stick it into.

[Axanderdeath]

you don't know who this girl was

yeah right geoff, like you knew who she was.
I don't think you have any idea who she was?
you can't shit the shitter dude
you just another solipsizer of women like me
just looking for some warm meat to stick it into.

weather I loved her, or who I thought she was it makes no difference. I loved her for more than sex.

I don't really want to talk about this anymore though. You all have good stuff to say, and bad stuff. The fact is when I wrote what I did I was angry and crazed. DO what you want, think what you want.

[stilltrucking]

No you think what you want
it makes no difference what I think
I am happy to hear you are not angry anymore.