1. The act or state of contemplating.
2. Thoughtful observation or study.
3. Meditation on spiritual matters, especially as a form of devotion.
4. Intention or expectation: sought further information in contemplation of a career change.
I excel at contemplating. It is my strong point. It doesn’t pay worth a damn but it is something that I enjoy doing and have enjoyed doing for a long time. Despite my joy in contemplating I have been unable to find out through my contemplations why it is that I have taken to contemplating. It remains a mystery to me and that is, as I have come to realize, a good thing. Mysteries for me are fuel... fuel to keep my imagination rolling and going, to where I never know, but that is the process of mystery.
But it is not ‘mystery’ that is on my mind at this moment. Contemplation is. Contemplation may be viewed as the act of unraveling mysteries, although it is much more than that. I wrote a list of Twelve Contemplations -
(1) War serves no purpose other than to kill.
(2) Peace has no purpose other than to quell the nervous system.
(3) Man has no predators other than themselves.
(4) Matter cannot exist without opposition.
(5) Energy is the force of opposition.
(6) Fear is the refusal to accept Now.
(7) Love is the acceptance of Now.
(7+1) Ignorance is denial of change.
(9) Death is transformation of matter.
(10) Time is the accumulation of moments.
(11) Life is only for living.
(12) Consciousness is the womb of eternity.
This list may very well be called “Meditations”, but I chose “Contemplations” because I have not simply let these things pass by ‘the stream’, but yet have focused upon these 12 areas before allowing them to move on. I found it rewarding in a spiritual sense. Unfortunately a contemplative life goes against the grain of today’s modern life.
Being a “yin/yang person” I also find myself captivated by the current trend of modernism, for it hints of spareness but yet includes the ‘now-ness’ of today. I am intrigued by many of today’s design trends and the high tech of our modern life – the design of everyday accouterments: plasma television, the new apple computer, the latest cell phone technology, the latest designs in home furnishings from chairs and sofas, tables and lighting, kitchen appliances, flooring... the “modern architecture” that reduces heating and cooling requirements and goes beyond what we are accustomed to in family dwellings - the list goes on and on. I find myself a bit fixated on these new things that have come about since the new millennium has begun, and yet...
The “Twelve Contemplations,” I feel, are beyond any trends, beyond what is then or now. This list applies to all humans, regardless of the race, creed, color, nationality... or wealth status. They simply are Contemplations that may lead to a further discovery of Self, the reuniting with our very Being. Who can say what the world would be like thru that rebirth?
Peace and Ease,
Cecil
28 November 2004
Beneath the Pomegranate Tree
