Perhaps I should have said I apologize for switching user names on you, is there any body here who does not know I am the old fucking fool known as stilltrucking?
Kurt I was a little disappointed in Cecil's reply, this is a guy who knocks my socks off with his imagination. Cecil as much as I admire and respect that empty mind of yours I do not put you on a pedestal. So not to worry, but then I don't know that you are worried. Except you seemed to think it was important to give a word to the wise about putting people on pedestals when I mentioned Sylvia Plath as my muse.
I don't know what I expected you to say. I suppose that is why I was disappointed
This seems to be the style of writing lately Cecil. People writing "aboot" what they are doing while they are writing. Well between here and where I put that arrow I got up and walked around in circles for five minutes sat back down here and rolled a cigarette.
When you spoke of the formless my eyes glazed over. I mean like you lost me, because formless is wordless. It is thought less too I bet my life on that. But here and now in this best of all spatio-temporal objective fact worlds all I got is these words. So like Joe Campbell who was quoting some deep thinker said, "the best things can't be talked about"
But still we try to talk about them.
He scratches his mustache but does not pick his nose.
I suppose it is my expectations that led me to my disappointment with your reply. I shoulda thunk about my first response to it. Realized as I do now that even if we are all absolutely unique just like everybody else, we each have to be lamps to our own way.
I don't meditate Cecil maybe that is why my nervous system stops at the edge of transcendence. All I used to do was "sit" and drive a truck. And all I do now is "sit" and type.
I think I may have miss led you. I mean not given you enough information about what streams were going through my nearly empty mind (well stoned on my ass mind") at the time I sent the Private Message to you.
He is thinking about getting up and walking around again
He is thinking about hitting the submit button on this text box.
He is thinking about a closing line for now
No I will just leave it hang here open
and hope It will still be-here-later.
after I get up and walk around for a while again.
he saves this file as it is
but does not submit it.
runs spell check
seems kind of boring to give you all these details about what I doing while I write this. But I just want to fit in, I won't
(obviously meant to write want but deciides to leave the typo cause its slip of the tongue implications) to write like everybody else here, brilliantly.
J i think I have seen it and I got it bookmarked, I will hope I can find it and post it here.
Close for now
I will be-here-later Cecil
"if the accident will"I got to go roll my stone to the top of the pyramid for a while.
again thank you all for your replies
love peace and taco grease
jt
