secret thing

[constantine]

i got this secret thing
like when the elevator door closes
and i make weird faces and dance funny
till the door opens and i smile placid and humble
at home, i revel in a continuous stream
of ungodly and perverse non sequitors -
scorching invective that leaves me feeling a little ashamed
but not that much, not that much at all truth be told
and then, from some place even darker
some hell hole that should of been condemned long before i was born
comes an abominable display of behavior that i try to evaluate but
just can't seem to get a handle on no matter how hard i try
my only hope is that it doesn't spread into the public domain
because that would be most humiliating

[stilltrucking]

So many secretes I got Constantine
I think that is why I feel compelled to write
So I can find out what they are.

Thank you for the double post I feel less constrained here when I want to ramble.

and thanks for writing a very satisfying reading experience

[constantine]

you and me both. some go back all the way to the balkans.