Last Day/ Future Opportunities

[.Lucy.]

Today is my last official day of work.

I thought I would feel freer, yet I don't. Perhaps it has to do with my coming back next week to train my replacement for a few extra hours. Maybe once I'm completely done, I will feel the sting of unemployment's slap against my ego.

And yet, I have a few job opportunities brewing...

Yesterday I interviewed with a great organization for a position I came to realize during the interview is much like the one I am so desperately leaving. Can I do this job full-time? It'd be like living the nightmare over and over again.

I know once I take the job, I will be kicking myself in the head for making such a silly decision. The pay is decent but the commute is crazy and the hours would prevent me from going to night school and weekend school, and the whole goal is for me to get a job that will enable me to finally go to grad school, like I've always wanted.

They called me back for a second interview, and I don't want to keep them hanging on, so I will do the right thing.

In my heart, I'm actually hoping and praying for my dream job(s) to call back for in-house interviews...

My fingers are crossed so tightly, I can barely type.

LT

[Arcadia]

I guess I can cross my fingers for you for some minutes if you want it...! good luck, dear Lucy!!!!

[SmileGRL]

my fingers AND toes are crossed for you Lucy! good luck.