Hawaiian beach babe

[creativesoul]

I was 29 when I came to Kauai. Married
divorsed 4x
I am 52 now. I have frenz of 21 years on this rock, some of my frenz say "it has changed" here
since 1989 you betcha
but I know about the economy
and "Bessie" my blue 98 Buick really likes gasoline.
I know how to eat here.
But what has changed the most is me
I am still a Hawaiian beach babe at 52.
I am loving the attention of walking around on the beach in a bikini.
I am single. I like it!
I never liked dating.
But having a sexy 35 year old tell me I am an attractive woman was nice.
I spent too many years feeling ugly and stupid, niether of which turned out to be true!
Why?

[constantine]

good question. self-esteem is such tricky business. on the other hand, it's nice to turn it around and feel relatively good. i'm happy for you. do you have a photo? sorry, but i thought i'd give it a shot.