after heavy trucks

[stilltrucking]

heavy water
quantum leaps
flash forward

[short timer]

Narcissis and Echo
Common ground
the weight
the wait
for the next ground swell
the next woman
never thought even in my wildest imaginings that this would be It. Flash back, DuPont Circle the fire in the clouds
"This is it!"
Everyone else tripping too, looking at me amazed as I tried to explain what I meant. As if I had just discovered america.

How many times will I remember and forget this?
Ha, blowing in the wind dude.

I have tried to think what would anchor me here put my feet on the ground a wife children a career a calling a poem or a boat
a purpose or a rose
a god or a lover
meaning what?


sanity a slippery slope for me
glimpses now and then
in the shadow land between this world and the next.

between this world and another world

a distant mind

I have to watch videos of George W Bush over and over so I can deal with the shock.
kind of like shock therapy for me