Gypsy Heaven

[still.trucking]

[There is] no remembrance of former [things]; neither shall there be [any] remembrance of [things] that are to come with [those] that shall come after.

I have chosen to hate God. I know I will pay for it latter in an eternity of damnation but it is a comfort for me to hate God while I walk this earth, I hate him because he has made me in his image.

I thought about Sissypuss
thought about Camus
thought about the tender indifference of the stars

as we walk an earth that disapears under our feet
good golly miss molly
got to be just one thing new under the sun
how do I maintain against the back drop of the inane insane
crazy mother fucker that I am


The past is not past
The wars never end
it is never getting better

One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh. . . The Sun Also Rises

I bought a pair of shoes with velcro straps. Too hard to tie my shoes. I may have to get a pedicure, to far to reach my toe nails.

Living on the edge, as ragged as it is
never giving in yet
face the music
accepting it is never going to get better,
accepting the consequences of my actions

We could have done better


never giving in
never letting go
except for women

It was the heart of the east baltimore Jewish Community when I was just a little jackster. surrounded my enemy territory, the wops, the niggers, the pollacks.
I will always be a city hick. My baby walks the streets of Baltimore.

Why don't we let it go. Why do we persist in being Jews after two thousand years of of Christian vengeance. If I have ever to have the good fortune of owning another dog, I will name it Nietzsche. He knew time.

Amor fati
listen to the music

It's what to let go
and what to keep
letting go of God
keeping to the way

It was the women
who have made me what I am
Obama should a rote a book about his Mama
I should have been a queer

If only the jews would stop being jews
what a wonderful world this would be

Jewish women what can I say
they have me brainwashed
I love them so much
Still trying to let go of that
a woman is a woman is a rose is a jewess is a rose is a woman
Gertrude Stein is a friend of mine
looking for a rhyme
in time.

[stilltrucking]

Walking to New Orleans
About the only thing that interests me these days besides, air water food and gasoline is watching the girls go bye.

I mean bye bye
as they receed I feel so much better about them.

[SadLuckDame]

You want us to go away?
I'm busy trying to get you closer, saying, "Hello, mister."
But, then again I can't get touching out of the mind lately, it's consuming the thoughts and I don't even write poetry.

[stilltrucking]

I am the one who is going away.
We are all going and coming.
Have you ever seen this bit on SNL?

Father Guido Sarducci:

Well, there's this-a new planet that they spotted. It's gonna be something, it's got these-a astronomers baffled in the house. [ holds up photo of the galaxy ] This is it right-a here, I hope-a you can-a see it. They call it SS-433, and they found out it's-a coming toward Earth at 30,000 miles a second. But.. it's also going away from Earth at 30,000 miles a second. It seems-a to be coming and-a going. It just breaks all the laws of physics, they don't know what to make of it. So I went to the-a Vatican library, looked up these old archives - you know we've been-a involved with astronomy and astrology for years and years , hundreds of years. And, I did-a find it, in-a this old book. The planet was called Vienne et Viennu Planet.. it means A-Coming and A-Going Planet.. and the book says that there is life there, and it's-a very interesting. It says that everyone there lives to be 200 years old. But it's not like they get to be real old.. what happens is, they get to 100, then they start going back again. It's like, 70, 80, 90, 100.. then, 90, 80, 70, 60.. then you're like a teenager again, then you know a kid again, and then you know.. you have to go back. I understand this-a little article says it's even-a more tramautic than-a being born. And what's interesting - people on this planet, just from looking at one another, they can't tell who's-a coming and who's-a going. So, like, maybe two peple meet, they're 20 years old, a fellow and a girl. They're 20, and first you know, he's 22 and she's 18.. then, you know, he's-a 25 and she's-a 15.. and you know pretty soon you find yourselves in a lot of trouble, and then the first thing, you got a little baby on your hands, you know?
http://snltranscripts.jt.org/78/78rupdate.phtml