star wars

[creativesoul]

the social worker was an abused child herself once, she wanted to protect all children from what had happened to her. she got a job in a crusty meth town in oregon at the dept of human servies. the history of the town was one of colorful sexual liasons that include cousins marrying each other.This town had almost been completely blown up once by accident.
She thought she was a good girl now that she had completed college and was, that were just like her.
she is on her way to helping children.
what she forgot was that she would have to learn not to fall in love with her clients, what she forgot was that she had never really looked at the depth of her own abuse, and had become her abuser in her efforts to deny the existance of the scars on the insides of her soul.
When this one man came through her office she was determined not to let him get the best of her, not ever.It would seem that he was much like her father, and that when she really needed him, he was not able to give her what she needed, so she swallowed her pride and decided right then an there that her seven year old body would never experience that kind of pain again. She was not a happy woman, she was not really very pretty but had blue eyes and a nice ass. My father would have looked at her as a woman with a floor plan.
The man had walked into the office with his girlfriend, and Tanya decided right then that she was going to blow the whistle on her boyfriend, and make him squirm and stretch.He did not flinch or wince, but the girlfriend saw what a sick an spiteful thing she was, and in school herself was appalled that this woman was a professional.
the lawyers and the social worker were out in the hallway, chatting in that "words with no meaning" kind of sentences, and the girlfriend watched with horror.
was it not two children they were talking about here? twin brothers no doubt? the fate of two beautiful children hanging in the balance of this spiteful womans revenge for her father and all men that have any problems whatsoever was just plain ugly. she imagined herself the queen of some goodness that she had been in charge of here, at the department of children services. She had such a knack for destruction in the personal lives of the parents of these children, that many of the parents could not get up off the floor after suffering her commentary on thier lives. She imagined the beautiful life she would have someday when she died and went to heaven. She had a perverse sense of promotion. she felt that God would reward her someday, that light rolled off her finger tips, that she was ordained as savior of the children.what she did not know as an older woman is that children grow up, and they remember everything that they need to to clear thier heads and hearts of the past.
children save the parents as often as the parents
my husband is sad, he is watchng star wars again because he wants to fight but is hurt an misses his children.The social worker is a friend of his x wife s. I am the girlfriend.When i was a kid one week was like a year.This social worker has done some damage.What is democratic about this society?