I have lost interest in sex

[SadLuckDame]

So you're suggesting you'd like to play second life with Doreen and I?
I'm a gamer on wow, but I think you knew that.

Get your fingers tangled in curl.
It's the only thing that came to mind so clearly.

Anyway, I painted a horrible picture of myself earlier.
I'm not entirely 'tough' I do like to laugh and be told stories,
big stories and ones that last till I'm dreaming them. Two hands worth, it's been that long.
I like wine, too.

But, you knew already.
Regardless, I'm still an escapee.

[stilltrucking]

Life On the Screen Sherry Turkle et al. M.I.T. I got a couple of posts about that.

I have also dreamed about lightingrod and jimboloco are you suggesting I would like to live a second life with them?

I wonder why my shirt was on fire in that dream? I don't know if it was you in the dream but it was you I thought of when wakening. I remember telling you that your shirt was on fire. And then you or who ever she was said "no it is your shirt that is on fire."

A Knights Tale. Another movie I watched about six times when I was working as a projectionist at that drive in movie.
There was a line in the movie where Chaucer says men do not understand women at all. And Heath Ledger's character says "Yes, but they know us all too well"

[stilltrucking]

Life On The Screen

At one of our sessions he came in ashen-faced, and I said, "What's the matter?" Actually the first thing that had gone through my mind was that his wife had found out about the relationship, which was something we had been discussing for a year. But that was not the case. He had discovered, actually because the person finally confessed to him, that Fabulous Hot Babe wasn't a 23-year-old woman in Memphis, but an 80-year-old man in a nursing home in Miami. [laughs] The thrust of our conversation now was how he was going to deal with this and how he felt about this.

[SadLuckDame]

I have also dreamed about lightingrod and jimboloco are you suggesting I would like to live a second life with them?

I wouldn't know, I guess you might.

Anyway, I like MUD, and roleplaying, I even like making you into my catfish fiend some days, regardless if it's true or not, if it's true has nothing to do with what the imagination is capable of in order to make things the way it wants to make them in the moment.

I mostly write truths, though sometimes I'm writing them as a made-up story, still they hold the same exact emotion or idea I want to express. It's essentially the same thing.

Overall it's a game we're playing and I can't see why not.
If you've a good reason why not than share for my consideration.

Are you crabby at me? Let's just drink and forget about ever fighting tonight.

[stilltrucking]

Are not Cancers crabs?

I am from Maryland
I think that is the state motto
Maryland is for Crabs

Virginia is for lovers
but Maryland is for crabs.

[SadLuckDame]

I'm never crabby, I've given it all away.
Anyway, hate me if you'd like.

[stilltrucking]

I don't know dame
Sounds weird
Maybe you are hearing something in my words I don't
sometimes emoticons help.
Maybe I should have used a

I was just jamming
on the word crab
this is all jam
jam all the time with me.
Kerouac I ain't
but I love spontaneous word play

I may be a woman hater
I thought I was over that
but maybe not

The Bell Jar.

I began to see why woman-haters could make such fools of women. Woman-haters were like gods: invulnerable and chock-full of power. They descended, and then they disappeared. You could never catch one.

[SadLuckDame]

No, I was just being crabby

Anyway, I think I'll go dream it off
I could wake up healed again.

I'm in such a temper to begin with cause my emotions
are super jumpy.

I won't tire you on details,
just a little--
but a past 'beau' from 14 years ago contacted me today
and with his apologies.
I'd not wanted to revisit the relationship in thoughts
because this was a potential beau to marry all those years ago.
I'd considered him highly, we'd talked marriage seriously then
and blah, blah, ya know when an optimistic young girl is starry eyed
but by the 'downfall'
I was not enough to keep all of his attentions
when I'd walked in to discover indecency on a best gf's part
while he watched on.

Anyway, it has myself in jitters, momentarily

Sleep well, Jack.

[stilltrucking]

woke up from another road dream
this time I recognized the road
Hwy 11 in Virginia.
But still lost.

I figured you were teasing me
Hate
a hell of a word for me.
always brings forth an emotional responce
hate a stronger than love for me word.
I can go straight to hate
but I have to think about what love is.

sleep well amiga

buttons and beaus
fourteen years
is a long time

[SadLuckDame]

I dreamt of fur coats last night. They were beautiful, hanging on racks in a store and I couldn't stop touching them, but I'd felt guilty about it, because they were once sweet little animals.

I might be forever alone.
I don't know.

Sweet dreams to u my friend.

[still.trucking]

I wish you happiness in work and love. Which is the best we can hope for I think.

[SadLuckDame]

Thanks u.
Dito.
One, two, three.

[stilltrucking]

I wish I could remember John Lennon's birthday instead of the day he died.

[SadLuckDame]

I'm late, I'm late for a very important date...
I missed it by a day and I'd been early thrice as much.

Happy unbirthday to me
to you.

[stilltrucking]

I don't guess I can remember the day, but on my first birthday I got up and walked. My mother told me I never crawled but on my first birthday December 7, 1941 I got up and walked. They were all listening to the news on the radio and someone noticed that I was walking around. I think I was curious what was going on, I wanted to go see what all the commotion was about.